I peek into the hole
I struggle for control
And the children love the show
But they fail to see the anguish in my eyes
Fail to see the anguish in my eyes

I scratch around the brim
I let my mind give in
And the crowd begins to grin
But they seem to scream when darkness fills my eyes
Seem to scream when darkness fills my eyes
It's no surprise

And I know, and I'm coming down

Fail to see the tragic turn it into magic
My big top tricks will always make you happy
But we all know the hat is wearing me

My bag is in the hat
It's filled with this and that
And my visions getting fat
The rabbits just a chicken in disguise
Stars and pills and meatballs dance before our eyes
They will bite the hand, if it is slower than
The quickness of there scrutinizing eyes

Fail to see the tragic, turn it into magic
My big top tricks will always make you happy
But we all know the hat is wearing me
Chicanery will always make you happy
But we all know the hat is wearing me


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Diary of a Dope Fiend Lyrics as written by Marilyn Manson

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    I have to disagree. Im probably being a dick but fuck you. Alleister crowley diary of a drug fiend was about his story on addiction. Manson just took it from him but i dont think he wrote the song about it. To me its a song about powerand getting taking over by it and being drivin to do what he did. Fail tobsee the tragic turn it into magic.... fuck you lol bitch satan will kill you.. a fucking great song dude the best n its stsrs and pills n meatballs. Hes talking about tv movies stars the govt drugs and food. The tv commercials. Hes so fucking amazing if you dont get it quit listening. Hes a genius n you right bout tate bout wrong song for lyrics its tourniquet. I sound like a big fucking retarde nerd

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