Garnet (english)

D'espairsRay

Plagued relentlessly by feverish nightmares, a sleepless melody
'Save me from the dark...'

an unstable pulse, a pleasure and release below the lethal dosage
'Believed in you...'

I'm falling, praying, bleeding and screaming...
Fake... bite... vice... blame voice... no salvation for me now
Days... (yell) I wanna die... (yell)
I threw away my existence at some point, be going to life...

my hard days of chewing the rotten sand,
I'm not getting enough out of this...

I'm falling, praying, bleeding and screaming...
Fake... bite... vice... blame voice...
if I were to just come out and say what I was thinking...
Days... (yell) I wanna die... (yell)
you should disgustingly take pity on me
Days... (yell) I wanna die... (yell)
this is a chaotic garden covered in wounds,
Days... (yell) I wanna die... (yell)
continue to violate at least until it stops, be going to die

a lie is piled up in order to hide a lie...

I'm falling, praying, bleeding and screaming...
Fake... bite... vice... blame voice...
if I were to just come out and say what I was thinking...
Days... (yell) I wanna die... (yell)
lost my way in life, where should I go?
Days... (yell) I wanna die... (yell)
this is a chaotic garden covered in wounds,
Days... (yell) I wanna die... (yell)
I'll keep crying until my voice gives out. be going to life going to Life...


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    My favorite song by Despairsray. :3

    SaiSaion February 03, 2009   Link

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