Define Normal

And I have been waiting for things to get back to normal
Baby normal ain't even on this map
And I have been hating everything to much lately
I gotta realize that I'm ok where I'm at
Rip up the script I don't need it anymore
Cause I'm not an actor
Rip up the script the one I followed for so long
I realized I was wrong I can change through a song
And I have been searching for my tracks I left behind
I gotta realize that I just might find them
But I will make new ones new ones of my own
I can have a home away from home
So cover my tracks I ain't never coming back here
No cause I found a new path and I'm ok where I'm at
Cover my tracks the ones I followed for so long
I realized I was wrong I can change through a song
Normal will never be normal again so search for the
answer a means to an end