Frightened

Someone's always on my tracksss-ah
And in a darkroom you'd see more than you think
I'm out of my place, gotta get back
I sweated a lot, you could feel the violence
I got shears pointed straight at my chest
And time moves slow when you count it
I'm better than them and I think I'm the best
But I'll appear at midnight when the films close
'Cause I'm in a trance
Oh and I sweat
I don't wanna dance
I wanna go home
I couldn't live in those peephole places
They might get to know my actions
I'd run away from toilets and faeces
I'd run away to an non-date on a street
'Cause I'm in a trance
Oh and I sweat
I don't wanna dance
I wanna go home
I feel trapped by mutual affection
And I don't know how to use freedom
I spend hours looking sideways
To the time when I was 16
'Cause I'm in a trance
Oh and I sweat
I don't wanna dance
I wanna go home
I'm frightened
Amphetamine frightened
I go to the top of the street,
I go to the bottom of the street
I look to the sky, my lips are dry
I'm frightened...