It feels comforting,
apathetic until a situation reaches a point of extreme despair.
Merciless, the story goes and it feels great to never really be here,
I am morally culpable,
and you only have the slightest idea.
Paranoid about the evolution of my feelings,
or lack there of, could take.
I’m a walking contradiction.
So I lick the nipples of perfection,
turn around and bury my face in the belly of the beast
or wherever I think it belongs the most


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    I get it, but I don't under stand "could take" in "Paranoid about the evolution of my feelings, or lack there of, could take." Maybe I'm just dumb. Clarify, please? Whatever it's saying.

    blahfatwhoreon October 31, 2008   Link
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    its about smoking weed duh hhll4life

    twoatejuanon July 14, 2010   Link
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    its about smoking weed duh hhll4life

    twoatejuanon July 14, 2010   Link
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    its about smoking weed duh hhll4life

    twoatejuanon July 14, 2010   Link

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