Unwinding Music Box

I’m not allowed to love you out loud
So I'll hum to you
To heal my wounds
Sleep deep for me
As I hum this last lullaby

Give me tonight, just tonight to be yours
Free me from everything
The pressures I feel
My remorse
I’ll be yours

For tonight and only tonight
I’m dying here (dying here)
Lying here (lying here)
Staying here (staying here)
Kills me ’cause its not real

My ink bleeds through paper
My hands are shaking
My knees are quaking
Just from the effort
Of speaking up

Don’t fail me now
I made you
All that I wanted
You're the only one
Who knows you’re
Not what I needed
But wants and needs
Confuse me
Im stuck in between
And now all I have

Are love songs and lullabies
Overtures of compromise
Consistent inconsistencies

Love songs and lullabies
Love songs and lullabies

Love songs and lullabies
I'll miss your long good byes
your pretty eyes
the way they make me weak

Love songs and lullabies
So here you lie
Alone tonight
Perfect
In your sleep