This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
I've seen the only living traces flicker in the sulfur
And the ones who do believe me, place your favor
Before you lay your question down there's a matter of the payment
To you I slipped on crooked sores in conclaves that you bothered
Let me be your tourniquet man
Let me keep you as a favor
Let me be your tourniquet man
Let me keep you as a favor
When I hear your fingers, they will spell my name
As I trade the faces of the holders
Let me be your tourniquet man
Let me keep you as a favor
Let me be your tourniquet man
Let me keep you as a favor
I can't diminish anymore if I choose to dissolve in you
There's so much we can lose
I can't diminish anymore if I choose to dissolve in you
There's so much we can lose
I can't diminish anymore if I choose to dissolve in you
There's so much we can lose
And the ones who do believe me, place your favor
Before you lay your question down there's a matter of the payment
To you I slipped on crooked sores in conclaves that you bothered
Let me be your tourniquet man
Let me keep you as a favor
Let me be your tourniquet man
Let me keep you as a favor
When I hear your fingers, they will spell my name
As I trade the faces of the holders
Let me be your tourniquet man
Let me keep you as a favor
Let me be your tourniquet man
Let me keep you as a favor
I can't diminish anymore if I choose to dissolve in you
There's so much we can lose
I can't diminish anymore if I choose to dissolve in you
There's so much we can lose
I can't diminish anymore if I choose to dissolve in you
There's so much we can lose
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How can you not like this song its soooo creepy.
I think its about Goliath talking to them. "Before you lay your question down There's a matter of the payment"
least fave off this album. neat vocal effects though.
Wish he could pronounce tourniquet...
i actually hold this song in pretty high regard, its short and reallly eerie sounding. the vocal effects are maddd cool.
This song is definitely about the contact the band experienced with "Goliath" or "Tourniquet Man" as the board often wrote to them.
"When I hear your fingers, they will spell my name as I trade the faces of the holders."
In this lyric I see a mental image of the "Tourniquet Man" communicating with the band, disambiuating amongst them.
But this song, like many others on all of their albums, reminds me of Christ... who is sometimes referred to as Tourniquet. "Let me keep you as a favor" reminds me of the reaping of souls.
didn't say i didn't like it it's just my least favorite off of this album
ok hears what i think.... this line goes.
theres a matter of payment
to you i slipped on crooked sores
in conclaves that you bothered
.it makes more sense read like that and thats how you hear it in the song
conclaves-1. A secret or confidential meeting.
in case you didnt know this songs is about the oiuji board (obviously. the whole album is!)
payment obv means theres consequence for using this board
to you i slipped on crooked sores i think symbolizes that reaching him was not easy
in conclaves that you bothered means the meeting in which this communication was made i also think
the changing in vocal effects is significant symbolizing how something that started good has ended evil
those are my thoughts please criticize
least favorite mars volta song, but still better than 90 percent of music i listen to, haha. thats why i love this band
Easily my least favorite Volta song. Although I enjoyed the album, I find this song too straight forward and almost unnecessary.
i think they are talking to Goliath. the phrase "I've seen the only living traces flicker in the sulphur" is a reference to this theory that sulphur and this combination created the universe so it could be saying the Goliath has existed since the beginning of time.