My feet on the ground but I can't run
Drowning the noise inside my head
Who is this man that I've become
It's killing me to see myself
How do you learn how to forgive
When deep down inside you can't forget
With all that I regret
I pray for the first time in a long time
The lies fade away

Finally I'm waking up
I feel like I can let you go
Say anything I wanted to say
I'm okay with being alone
When I close my eyes
When I close my eyes

I'm alive
I never was sure but now I am
This was the choice I had to make
Maybe I'll never understand
Sometimes you've got to make mistakes

Finally I'm waking up
I feel like I can let you go
Say everything I wanted to say
I'm okay with being alone

Finally I face it all
I feel like I can let it show
I know I can walk away
I'm okay with being alone
When I close my eyes
When I close my eyes
When I close my eyes

How do you know where to go when you go away
When I close my eyes
How do you know that you know when it's over

I see for the first time in a long time
Believe me when I say

Finally I'm waking up
I feel that I can let you go
Say everything I wanted to say
I'm okay with being alone
Finally I face it all
I feel like I can let it show
I know I can walk away
I'm okay with being alone
When I close my eyes
When I close my eyes
I'm alive
I'm alive

I'm alive


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Close My Eyes Lyrics as written by Nick Carter Jess Cates

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    i like that aj sing the first part!! with his rehad and all... its just the right part to sing for him! hehe

    KTBSPA

    Tissieon November 23, 2008   Link
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    Really great song. It's about leaving the past behind and concentrating on the future, when you want to do so, but not always you are able to do so. It's about relationships, that are over, and how you try to forget them. It's about being somewhere between then and now. I like how AJ sings "How do you know, where to go, when you go away? And how do you know, that you know, when it's over?" Awesome, meaningful line.

    TanchikZon April 18, 2009   Link
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    Awe. Lovely song. Wonderfully sung ballad!

    HELENzon January 02, 2013   Link

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