Sciagraphy

Don't, don't, don't, let me fall...
Who will catch me when I fall?
It's so hard, to know that you hear my call
Bound in shadows as I am
I will fight for, as long as I can
And though I struggle to retain, this fragile sense of hope
A sciagraphic understanding, shows I'm still noctivagent
I savour the sweetness of this cessation of pain
But I'm still fearful of drowning in shadows again
Do you think that this peace of mind
Comes easily to me?
It's so hard, so hard, to give up the strength
From tragedy
In these moments of transition
I try to abide by my decision
I fight for freedom from depair
To live my life, without nightmares