Running

Granted I've been a fool before
But I've never felt so completely insane
I know I've been here before
But I never saw this for what it really was
And I hope that I can get my point across
I hope that I don't lie dormant in the shadows now
I know that I am running as fast as I can
I know thats not very fast at all
I'm trying so hard to be something
That I just end up being nothing at all
So watch me as I stumble now
Watch me smile as I hit the ground
And every time that I knew the truth
I would just pretend that I wasn't hiding
I'd tell myself that its alright
I know myself and I think thats all that matters
And I hope that I can get my point across
I hope that I don't lie dormant in the shadows now
I know that I am running as fast as I can
I know thats not very fast at all
I'm trying so hard to be something
That I just end up being nothing at all
So watch me as I stumble now
Watch me smile as I hit the ground
I always expect this
And I always see it coming
I love it when its faltering
I love it when its failing
And I know that there is
Most likely something wrong with that
Its a part of who I am
At least I think that it might be,
Anyway...
I'm trying so hard to be something
That I just end up being nothing at all
So watch me as I stumble now
Watch me smile as I hit the ground
I'm trying so hard to be something
That I just end up being nothing at all
So watch me as I stumble now
Watch me smile as I hit the ground
As I hit the ground
Watch me smile as I hit the ground