Razorblade Salvation Lyrics
I know all the times were hard
I know that you've been feeling down
If you only knew how I'm feeling for you
If I could take your pain
I wish that I could wash it all away
If you only knew how I'm feeling
Mommy, I'm sorry if my first letter made you cry
To be honest with you, I don't think that I want to die
Sometimes I feel like that I'm cancerous in other's lives
That's probably why I drink at night and sleep 'til four or five
It's kind of hard walkin' through life with my distorted eyes
When I was younger, I was stupid and I thought I'd thrive
I thought a lot about everything I said in the letter
And questioned whether or not if I was dead, you'd be better
You think my shorty would be happy if I never met her?
It's too late now, mommy, I could never forget her
Could never forget how she taught me to love
'Cause my father and my grandmother is always above
It's glory above, you know that daddy taught me to thug
And every time we was with nanny she'd bombard me with hugs
Damn, I miss her, mommy, and it's hard to believe
That I'm grown and I don't understand it, why did they leave?
It's better to die and sleep
Then never wake and sleep
Then linger on and dare to live
When the soul's life is gone
You've been running around for so long
You've been hurting yourself too much
You keep messing around with darkness
You're the one who's losing
You've been running around for so long
You've been hurting yourself too much
You keep messing around with darkness
You're the one who's losing
Mommy, I think that I'ma try to stick around a while
I got a niece, and my nephews, they need me 'round a while
I think they need me 'cause they hittin' that age
And they ain't tryin' to speak to Lenny 'cause they spittin' they rage
Yeah, and mommy, speakin' to Lenny, I think my brother need me
And we Italian, so you know my mother love to feed me
And it's the little things you do for me that make it worth it
Like when I play a joint that we did and you say it's perfect
And when Jake got knocked, you knew that I was hurt
You told me put all of my heart in the song, and it worked
I promised him that I'd be there when he got out the bing
You ain't raise me to be a liar, ma, that's not my thing
I told him that I'd hold him down the whole time that he gone
They kept him locked inside a cage, but that's cool, 'cause he's strong
So mommy, keep that first letter I wrote you on the low
I think I wanna stay alive and see if I can grow
You've been running around for so long
You've been hurting yourself too much
You keep messing around with darkness
You're the one who's losing
You've been running around for so long
You've been hurting yourself too much
You keep messing around with darkness
You're the one who's losing
"You have power and money, but you are mortal
You know you cannot escape death
But immortality can be obtained
The legend is always the same
If others have succeed in conquering death
Why must we accept it?
I know where the immortals live
And how to obtain their secret
We too must become wise men
The elements of chemistry are many, but finite
So are the techniques of enlightenment"
I know all the times were hard
I know that you've been feeling down
If you only knew how I'm feeling for you
If I could take your pain
I wish that I could wash it all away
If you only knew how I'm feeling
I love this song. It shows how there is life after depression, and you can get better. Beautiful song on so many levels.
Wow a very personal song. I didn't expect to hear this from the new cd wow... JMT has evolved so much
Crazy record. Stoupe on that beat, and Worden on that hook, along with Vinnie on the verses, this song is sick-wit-it. Very powerful too, with the way he evolves from the beginning to the end with
"So mommy keep that first letter I wrote you on the low// I think I wanna stay alive to see if I can grow//"
puts the song on a whole 'nother level...
Another amazing song. Just wow. So deep
you gotta check out "Before the Great Collapse" before you can truely appreciate the second letter he writes.
Before The Great Collapse is more hard hitting than this i think, because it seems as though he's actualy gonna commit suicide, rather than changing his mind at the end. Both classics though.
This song is amazing. Before the great collapse is the Negative , Looking at the glass half empty Letter. It seems as if he's actually gonna commit suicide. In this Song its like the other side , The Positives, The reasons why he shouldn't kill himself opposed to being negative in the other letter
As said, an amazing song. Its one of the songs that actually takes me out of a depressive state. JMT never cease to amaze me with each album they bring out
Yeah forreal, such a deep song, really speaks to me. just commin outta being real depressed an shit this really helps. To me its just a guy going through a state of revelations, deceiding against taking his life cause like its just the only life you got, an theres so much to enjoy..like no matter whats in your past, thats allo it is, the past, i mean the ocean will always have waves, but you just gotta look through them, not let anything get you down..just a real nice song, gives me a push to push myself foward
Paz writes from experience. People don't understand how close to suicide Vinnie Paz was. This song would've never been written. Crazy huh.