I don't need this body which will only grow weaker and rot
Even though we could have loved each other forever
So that you'll love me this way always
I want to see your happy smiling face forever
When I swallow the capsule... that I always kept locked in my desk
We can kiss forever. How long has it been since then?
Without you in my world, the sun has set.
I've said goodbye to those around me one after another but,
I gave you a kiss as you slept quietly.
I've lived out the time without you, that can't be turned back
The memory tortures me, since then something new began.
The flowers we grew together back then
Now bloom in profusion beautifully by your side
Even a moment of joy pains me through this long night
With a cold knife to close my eyes eternally....


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Kiri to Mayu (English) song meanings
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    General Commentnobody comments this? Sad...

    I think it's about suicide. kyo sings about taking his own life away, because he's in love and his heart broken. His girlfriend broke off with him and now he's going to kill him self, because he cannot live with the memories of the happy times while missing her so much.

    so sad... .___. (but killing yourself is the same as running away!! Thanks god, you're still living kyo!)
    Serpentiaon November 27, 2006   Link
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    General Commenti love how it opens,it's awesome
    diruluvsyouon December 03, 2006   Link
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    General Comment)': So sad... Makes me wanna cry a li'l...
    toshiyaMADsexualon December 31, 2006   Link
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    General CommentHey,that's one of my favorite Dir en grey songs,but does anyone knows what are the words that he is saying in the beginning of the single version?
    kawaii-sanon March 07, 2007   Link
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    General CommentI agree about the girlfriend thing.
    (don't kill me if i'm wrong but) didn't the girl Kyo loved, not love him back and then ran off with his best friend? (not someone from Diru but wasn't it Kisaki back in La:Sadies?)
    And yes, thank kami you're still alive Kyo! =]
    1-Sad-Sexuallyon May 04, 2007   Link
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    General CommentI agree about the girlfriend thing.
    (don't kill me if i'm wrong but) didn't the girl Kyo loved, not love him back and then ran off with his best friend? (not someone from Diru but wasn't it Kisaki back in La:Sadies?)
    And yes, thank kami you're still alive Kyo! =]
    1-Sad-Sexuallyon May 04, 2007   Link
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    General CommentShe was Kyo's fiance, not his girlfriend.
    and yes, she did leave him when La:Sadies broke up.
    [.Zakuro.]on July 03, 2007   Link
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    General Commentyou know kami also means paper
    Lyricslyrics_X_X!!!on October 20, 2008   Link

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