Mum, Dad and Denny
were some amongst many
who turned up to see the passing out parade at Puckapunyal
Seemed every man and his mongrel
watched cadets stumble
on the long march to the Viet jungle.
"Oh Christ", I mumbled as I drew that card
and my mates came to slap me on the back with due regard
We were the sixth battalion and the next to tour
we did Canungra and Shoalwater before we left, rest assured

Seemed half of Townsville turned out to see us leave
and they lined the footpaths as we marched to the quay
The papers wrote it up like you would not believe
but we were looking to the future for a fast reprieve
The newspaper clippings show us young
strong and clean rockin' slouch hats
slung SLRs and greens

God help me, I was only nineteen

From Vung Tau the black helicopters
the chinhook pilots seemed relieved at Nui Dat when they dropped us
Feels like months running on and off landing pads
letters to Dad
'cause it's like, man, he's sad
But he can't see the tents that we call home
cans of VB and pin-ups on the lockers of chicks off TV
The noise, the mosquitoes and the heat suprising
like the first time you see an agent orange horizon

So please can you tell me doctor why I still can't get to sleep
the scar's left in me?
Night time's just a jungle
dark and a barking M16 that keeps saying
"rest in peace"
And what the hell's this rash that comes and goes
I don't suppose you can tell me what that means?

God help me, I was only nineteen

Sent off on a four-week long operation
where every single step could be your last one
My two legs were sorta living hell
falling with the shells, war within yourself
But you wouldn't let your mates down
'til they had you dusted off
so you closed your eyes and thought of something else

Then someone yelled "contact!"
another bloke swore
we hooked in there for hours then a god almighty roar
Then Frankie kicked a mine
the day that mankind kicked the moon

God help me, he was going home in June

And I can still see Frank with a can in his hand
thirty-six hour leave in the bar at the Grand
I can still hear Frank
a screaming mess
of bleeding flesh
couldn't retrieve his legs

The ANZAC legend
neglected to mention
the mud
the fear
the blood
the tears
the tension
Dad's recollection
beyond comprehension
didn't seem quite real until we were sent in
The chaos and confusion
the fire and steel
hot shrapnel in my back
I didn't even feel

God help me, I was only nineteen

So please can you tell me doctor
why I can't get to sleep
I can't hardly eat?
And the sound of the Channel Seven chopper still chills me to my feet
still fuels my grief?
And what's this rash that comes and goes like the dreams
can you tell me what that means?

God help me, I was only nineteen

Mum and Dad and Denny saw the passing out parade at Puckapunyal
It was a long march from Cadets
The sixth battalion was the next to tour
It was me who drew the card
we did Canungra and Shoalwater before we left

So please can you tell me doctor
why I can't get to sleep
I can't hardly eat?
And the sound of the Channel Seven chopper still chills me to my feet
still fuels my grief?
And what's this rash that comes and goes like the dreams
can you tell me what that means?

God help me, I was only nineteen.


Lyrics submitted by __TEEN__SPIRIT__

I Was Only 19 Lyrics as written by John Lewis Schumann Dale Anthony Harrison

Lyrics © BMG Rights Management, Universal Music Publishing Group

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    As a friend of mine said - 'it contemporises an important issue without making it lose any meaning' This is spot on, and they did an awesome job with it! Love it!

    hannah0032on May 30, 2006   Link
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    Fucking awesome cover of classic song by redgum

    __TEEN__SPIRIT__on April 02, 2006   Link
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    Its on Triple J all the time. I don't like it all that much, really.

    Summercloudon April 02, 2006   Link
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    its a brilliant cover of redgums brilliant song. it gets the message of the devistation of war across to young people in a way that they can hear it and understand it unlike a long monotonus lecture about all the same stuff, that doesnt do anything.

    Billahon March 06, 2007   Link
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    this song is... i cant think of a strong enough word to describe it!! it carries such a powerful message about the devastation of war. in my opinion, war should only ever be used as a last resort, but it never is... my favourite bit is where they describe frank and the anzac legend. it makes me so emotional- i have so much empathy for the boys and men who were conscripted against their will! its just not fair! there's nothing right about war, and yet its still going on today... this song is a BRILLIANT cover of a BRILLIANT original song! to redgums credit, the lyrics are so straightforward and sincere, yet soo powerful!!!! as long as war is still a prominent issue, this song will never grow old!

    danagirl001on July 30, 2007   Link
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    Tears welled in my eyes at the part of the song that said Frank was going home in June. My God... This song perfectly protrays the horrors of war. The Herd are awesome, they've perfected this song as a cover and have shown they're a hip-hop band that don't just sing about the kind of stuff your average hip-hop band might sing about (eg. sex, drugs, alcohol, etc). I think this song will speak out to a younger audience now that it's been reconstructed as a hip-hop song by a band many young people love. This song has a powerful and important message.

    McMuffinon February 06, 2009   Link
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    P.s. Didn't want to stereotype hip-hop bands just there ^^^^^ cos I am a lover of Aussie hip-hop lol. But often you hear heaps of hip-hop artists sing about such themes like sex and drugs, etc. Not that that's a bad thing, but yeah I'm impressed that The Herd have decided to do a cover of a song about war, not related to the sex/drug/alcohol/street-life theme. Yeah powerful song =]

    McMuffinon February 06, 2009   Link

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