@[Diderik:33655] "Your a holiday!" Was a popular term used in the 50s/60s to compliment someone on their all around. For example, not only are they beautiful, but they are fun and kind too ... just an all around "holiday".
I think your first comment is closer to being accurate. The singer/song writers state "Millions of eyes can see, yet why am i so blind!? When the someone else is me, its unkind its unkind". I believe hes referring to the girl toying with him and using him. He wants something deeper with her, thats why he allows himself to be as a puppet (even though for her fun and games) as long as it makes her happy. But he knows deep down that she doesnt really want to be serious with him and thats what makes him.
A look in the mirror
I see my face.
Is it.... is it really me?
Is this who I wanted to be?
Tear swollen eyes,
My make-up smudged.
I´m so sorry for showing my tears tonight.
I was a great actor for years.
Always pretending to be strong.
Hiding my grief deep inside.
Please, don´t come near
And don´t look at me.
´Cause no-one should see
The secrets I bear.
I´m so sorry, you saw me so weak tonight
But I can´t fight back my tears.
A look in the mirror
I see my face.
Each time it cries,
The tears sharp as knives.
Makes scars all over me,
Is that what you wanted to see?
I´m so sorry for showing my tears tonight.
I was a great actor for years.
I´m so sorry, you saw me so weak tonight
But I can´t fight back my tears.
When will I be able to forget?
When will my tears erase my memories?
Will my wounded soul stop bleeding?
Will I ever find redemption?
I see my face.
Is it.... is it really me?
Is this who I wanted to be?
Tear swollen eyes,
My make-up smudged.
I´m so sorry for showing my tears tonight.
I was a great actor for years.
Always pretending to be strong.
Hiding my grief deep inside.
Please, don´t come near
And don´t look at me.
´Cause no-one should see
The secrets I bear.
I´m so sorry, you saw me so weak tonight
But I can´t fight back my tears.
A look in the mirror
I see my face.
Each time it cries,
The tears sharp as knives.
Makes scars all over me,
Is that what you wanted to see?
I´m so sorry for showing my tears tonight.
I was a great actor for years.
I´m so sorry, you saw me so weak tonight
But I can´t fight back my tears.
When will I be able to forget?
When will my tears erase my memories?
Will my wounded soul stop bleeding?
Will I ever find redemption?
Lyrics submitted by Lücie
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