Writing with a head full of buckets of red
And what I said is still stuck in my head
A thoroughbred, thoroughly bled
And led to the land of the never-come-backs
Smaller than a thumbtack, and they never run from that
From planetary signs, rising over the horizon
Smaller than a fly's head
I'm a lyrical lamb, the power of a God
In my cynical hand
With a pen, once again swimmin'
In the centre of a hit or a miss
Reeling in my thoughts gettin' lost in the mist
Realize that one the size of the fist
And the killin' of a killer with a flick of the wrist

I wanna live in another place
No one'll say that I will live for them
(Still I see that it's not meant to be for me)
I wanna be with the energy
Not with the enemy, a place for my head

And the second is gone
The weapon of time is stronger than a nuclear bomb
Eternity or half-life
Somethin' that math can't write
You can't fight nor flee
Still be around if it wasn't for me
Weigh that, verse whatever, my friends
So you can see the attraction of the payback
Don't want me to say that?
Play back the thing now, gettin' lost in the chaos
Tossin' it down
Singin' again to myself
Electric neck twitch
Hungry for a head full of hectic
Accept this, doing double-duty on time
And adding to the panic of my confine
Singin' again to myself
Electric neck twitch
Hungry for a head full of hectic
Accept this, doing double-duty on time
And adding to the panic of my confine

I wanna live in another place
No one'll say that I will live for them
(Still I see that it's not meant to be for me)
I wanna be with the energy
Not with the enemy, a place for my head

Soon the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds
Soon the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds
Soon the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds
Soon the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds
Soon the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds
Soon the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds
Soon the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds
Soon the Aztec moon will heat my room, heal my wounds

I wanna live in another place
No one'll say that I will live for them
(Still I see that it's not meant to be for me)
I wanna be with the energy
Not with the enemy, a place for my head

Singin' again to myself
Electric neck twitch
Hungry for a head full of hectic
Accept this, doing double-duty on time
And adding to the panic of my confine
Singin' again to myself
Electric neck twitch
Hungry for a head full of hectic
Accept this, doing double-duty on time
And adding to the panic of my confine


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Esaul [Xero Demo] Lyrics as written by Joseph Hahn Brad Delson

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  • +1
    General CommentIll do that....

    K what I think this song means,

    well basically saying that someones life is haunting them and someone they are with is like controlling them and that they cant excape, and thats why they say I wanna be in another place where no one can say that I live for them
    InSaNePsYcho420on July 27, 2002   Link
  • +1
    General CommentActually it IS spelled Esaul. It's named after a friend of the band, who'se family didn't name him Paul, but named him Esaul. (Also, Saul from the bible, with an E on the beginning.) And it wasn't on the EP. You bootlegged it and got from a site it WAS indeed on the EP, and put it on a disc.
    Johnskion March 10, 2003   Link
  • 0
    General CommentIM SUPRISED THAT NO ONE HAS LEFT ANY REMARKS. THIS SONG IS REALL GOOD. I LOVE LINKIN PARK
    Tracyon March 09, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General CommentNice Demo
    vortecs10on May 13, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General CommentGreat song
    skyeon May 21, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General CommentI like the lyrics in this version better than the other one.
    ilikeporkon July 07, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General Commenti think this version is a lot better than the one the album..as is the case for the crawling and in the end demo...i dont no why they changed the lyrics...mike's and chesters were better on the demo's
    SMUSER167088on July 23, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General CommentThis song is really a very old song from Linkin Park. It's real name is "Esal". It came out on the Linkin Park EP, not the LP. And in my words and many that are like me, I'm happy that Linkin Park made it big, but you TRL Teenie Bopers arent what this was about. You people wouldent have listened to it if you didnt hear it on the raido! ¿WoN? MytH
    Myth420on August 26, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General Commentyou spelled the name wrong. It's Esal. I have the EP and this song is on it.
    Myth420on August 26, 2002   Link
  • 0
    General CommentWords r wrong!
    Linkinlauraon September 21, 2002   Link

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