Three hour suicide
...To get me out of here
In three years, 'Deicide' is all I'll ever hear.
Death of God
...Death of feeling anything at all
All my life this is understood
Wasting my time like you knew that I would...knew that I would
So I hide my internal suicide
All my pride just to keep it inside...
KEEP IT INSIDE BOY!!!
suffer...
All my life this is understood
Wasting my time like you knew that I would
...Knew that I would
So I hide my internal suicide
All my pride just to keep it inside...keep it INSIDE
Ten thousand lies...
TEN THOUSAND LIES!!!


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Suicide song meanings
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    General CommentHaha, this song isn't about fucking killing yourself. It's about goddamn career suicide!

    Devin's worried that on the path he's following with his music, whether it's DTB or SYL, that: "In three years, 'Deicide' is all I'll ever hear."

    He's worried that he'll become a joke. That he's committing career suicide with his projects because apart from a few key albums he's made, most of them don't mean dick to him. It's just being put out there for people...

    Obviously, he's still not like Deicide which is something only Glenn Benton should ever have to worry about.
    rabbithowlon July 17, 2007   Link
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    General CommentIt's about how repressing feelings of hatred, rage, and sorrow leads to a life of pain and wanting to kill one's self.
    Anilandon January 25, 2007   Link
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    General CommentI just love this song. Like almost all the music what Devin makes.
    Velnaon November 17, 2007   Link
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    General CommentI just love this song. Like almost all the music what Devin makes.
    Velnaon November 17, 2007   Link
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    General CommentI actually don't agree with any of the interpretations above. Like he sings in the refrain, it is about an "internal suicide", i.e. that the situation is killing him.
    "In three years, 'Decide' is all I'll ever hear." is much more likely to mean that he is told to decide between his music career (touring and musician lifestyle etc.) and his family/wife. Still he wants to be strong and he continues to push on without settling for one, but it is killing him inside, and he is well aware of it (doing it to himself), therefore he calls the song Suicide! :)
    WordsHaveFeelingsYouKnowon June 01, 2010   Link
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    General CommentI actually don't agree with any of the interpretations above. Like he sings in the refrain, it is about an "internal suicide", i.e. that the situation is killing him.
    "In three years, 'Decide' is all I'll ever hear." is much more likely to mean that he is told to decide between his music career (touring and musician lifestyle etc.) and his family/wife. Still he wants to be strong and he continues to push on without settling for one, but it is killing him inside, and he is well aware of it (doing it to himself), therefore he calls the song Suicide! :)
    WordsHaveFeelingsYouKnowon June 01, 2010   Link
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    General CommentIt's about loosing faith in God & The struggles between balancing his career and his family life
    J4Yon October 27, 2017   Link

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