What It Was You Said

i’m swimming out again to be rescued
she said aloud I’d rather be aloud than be with you
like people said back when we were
the fear itself could be the only thing that’s killing you
I know disgust feels like a bullet to the brain
and that disgust rides in my kobo sketching trains
silence with no provoking you must be joking could you not hear what it was I said
I know that’s not your answer gives you the chance to to make it clear what it was you said
all that simple exhaustion simply repulse them simply confuse what it was you said
confesses in defiance or your best interest to be alone again in your bed
silence with no provoking you must be joking could you not hear what it was I said
I know that’s not your answer gives you the chance to to make it clear what it was you said
all that simple exhaustion simply repulse them simply confuse what it was you said
I know distress feels like a bullet to the brain