if I am lost for a day
try to find me,
but if i don't come back
then i won't look behind me.
all of the things i thought were so easy
just got harder and harder each day

december is darkest,
and june is the light.
but this empty bedroom won't make anything right.
and out on the landing
a friend i forgot to send home
who waits up for me all through the night.

chorus:
calendar girl, whos in love with the world
stay alive (x2)

i dreamed i was dying
as i so often do;
and when i awoke
i was sure it was true.
i ran to the window
threw my head to the sky,
and said whoever is up there, please don't let me die

i can't live forever.
i can't always be.
one day i'll be sand on the beach by the sea;
the pages keep turning, i'll mark off each day with a cross
and i'll laugh about all that we've lost.

2nd chorus:
calendar girl, who is lost to the world
stay alive (x2)

closing chorus:
January Febuary March April May, I'm alive
June July August September October, I'm alive
November December, yeah all through the winter
I'm alive (x2)


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    I think this is a song about a girl who's different. she feels totally alienated from the rest of humanity. I think she finds a lot of beauty in living, even though she's all alone. Her fear of being alone causes her to dream about dying and when she thinks about leaving the beauty of the world behind she can't stand the though. She loves the world, but is misunderstood.

    i think it shows how she is separate from the world by the like: 'calendar girl, who is lost to the world' she's 'lost' to the world because they don't understand her.

    i think the friend on the landing is her gaurdian or something like that. or someone who wants to get to know her, but can't.

    The lines: 'all of the things I thought were so easy/just got harder and harder each day' illustrate how hard it is to be okay with being separate from everyone else to the point where it seemed really futile.

    i think this song is really hopeful. it really made me feel connected with someone. i love this song.

    tincaton June 02, 2007   Link

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