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I've begun my misery
I celebrate my death annually
and with no control I watch my grave grow deeper
(While it swallows me)
I've begun my misery (while it swallows me)
I celebrate my death annually (while it swallows me)
and with no control I watch my grave grow deeper (while it swallows me)
And I slowly begin to walk towards it
and while walking towards it
I trip and fall
I sit awake to prevent from falling
and while lying awake I see a door being shut
I begin to suffocate (as I gasp for breath)
I've begun my misery (while it swallows me)
I celebrate my death annually (while it swallows me)
and with no control I watch my grave grow deeper (while it swallows me)
And I slowly begin to walk towards it
And as I look over my lifeless body
I think to myself
is this how it ends?
A life composed of misery, a life that trapped me
(the life that killed me)
(I've begun my misery)
(I celebrate my death annually)
(And with no control I watch my grave grow deeper)
(And I slowly begin to walk towards it)
I've begun my misery
I celebrate my death annually
and with no control I watch my grave grow deeper
(While it swallows me)
I've begun my misery (while it swallows me)
I celebrate my death annually (while it swallows me)
and with no control I watch my grave grow deeper (while it swallows me)
And I slowly begin to walk towards it (while it swallows me)
I celebrate my death annually
and with no control I watch my grave grow deeper
(While it swallows me)
I've begun my misery (while it swallows me)
I celebrate my death annually (while it swallows me)
and with no control I watch my grave grow deeper (while it swallows me)
And I slowly begin to walk towards it
and while walking towards it
I trip and fall
I sit awake to prevent from falling
and while lying awake I see a door being shut
I begin to suffocate (as I gasp for breath)
I've begun my misery (while it swallows me)
I celebrate my death annually (while it swallows me)
and with no control I watch my grave grow deeper (while it swallows me)
And I slowly begin to walk towards it
And as I look over my lifeless body
I think to myself
is this how it ends?
A life composed of misery, a life that trapped me
(the life that killed me)
(I've begun my misery)
(I celebrate my death annually)
(And with no control I watch my grave grow deeper)
(And I slowly begin to walk towards it)
I've begun my misery
I celebrate my death annually
and with no control I watch my grave grow deeper
(While it swallows me)
I've begun my misery (while it swallows me)
I celebrate my death annually (while it swallows me)
and with no control I watch my grave grow deeper (while it swallows me)
And I slowly begin to walk towards it (while it swallows me)
Lyrics submitted by Prodigy_Souljah
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it gives you the chills cause your a fucking emo fag and this music sucks, the only substance it has is pain and gay faggy angst. get over yourselves and keep hating your life fucking emo queers.