@[Diderik:33655] "Your a holiday!" Was a popular term used in the 50s/60s to compliment someone on their all around. For example, not only are they beautiful, but they are fun and kind too ... just an all around "holiday".
I think your first comment is closer to being accurate. The singer/song writers state "Millions of eyes can see, yet why am i so blind!? When the someone else is me, its unkind its unkind". I believe hes referring to the girl toying with him and using him. He wants something deeper with her, thats why he allows himself to be as a puppet (even though for her fun and games) as long as it makes her happy. But he knows deep down that she doesnt really want to be serious with him and thats what makes him.
Again I see the shadows crawling in my mind
I try to run but I can't hide
This endless war inside me has torn my heart apart
My mind's vengeance will be so sweet
AGAIN I'M ON THE RUN TO KILL THE PAIN INSIDE ME
I AM THE ONE WHO CRIES IN THE DARK ALONE
HEARING VOICES, I HAVE TO KILL THOSE EVIL MEMORIES
YOU DON'T KNOW, BUT YOU HAVE TO DIE BESIDE ME
The night is here and I'm close to you,
there is a question for you to answer
Will you be with me forever
or will you die, just for me
I'm free 'cause you chose to die
but it won't change a thing
The fire in our souls has died away
My heart is evil and I have this lust to kill you
We are together in death and so it shall be
With my heart I see the flames again they are there for me
With my evil memories
I burn in misery
I know there's a sorrow around you but time will heal
I told you a lie that I could never die
The night is here and I'm close to you,
there's a question for you to answer
Will you be with me forever
or will you die, just for me
I try to run but I can't hide
This endless war inside me has torn my heart apart
My mind's vengeance will be so sweet
AGAIN I'M ON THE RUN TO KILL THE PAIN INSIDE ME
I AM THE ONE WHO CRIES IN THE DARK ALONE
HEARING VOICES, I HAVE TO KILL THOSE EVIL MEMORIES
YOU DON'T KNOW, BUT YOU HAVE TO DIE BESIDE ME
The night is here and I'm close to you,
there is a question for you to answer
Will you be with me forever
or will you die, just for me
I'm free 'cause you chose to die
but it won't change a thing
The fire in our souls has died away
My heart is evil and I have this lust to kill you
We are together in death and so it shall be
With my heart I see the flames again they are there for me
With my evil memories
I burn in misery
I know there's a sorrow around you but time will heal
I told you a lie that I could never die
The night is here and I'm close to you,
there's a question for you to answer
Will you be with me forever
or will you die, just for me
Lyrics submitted by XDZUltra
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