It's a night of many frightening things to take in
It's not the way we please ourselves or our friends
It's what we won't accept, it's what will scare us now
It's ourselves, it's ourselves

So, tonight as you walk
The moon makes faces at the trees
It's so nice to make fun of everything that I lost
And I miss and I love, but never had

Tonight I'm gonna take a test to grow up
So, I'm sorry for the things I've done to everyone
It's not your face I can't tell, but I try to be this way
It's my own

So, tonight when I walk
The moon makes faces at the trees
It's so nice to make fun of everything that I lost
And I miss and I love, but never had

It's what I can't accept
It's what I can't accept
If it's what I can't accept

So, tonight as I walk
The moon makes faces at the trees
It's so nice to make fun of everything that I lost
And I miss and I love, but never had

I'm so happy I could

Do do dodo
Do do dodo
Do do dodo
Do do dodo

Do do dodo
Do do dodo
Do do dodo
Do do do do


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    i love this song, despite their ridiculously long name :)

    Rufio033on November 01, 2004   Link

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