Have you ever been so lonely
There is no one there to hold?
Just pull me in or disown me
And then climb inside
My arms are open wide
Have a look inside

It is not that I am scared to learn
Just why I'm empty inside
Hold my hand or show some concern
If I live or die
My eyes are open wide
Help me look inside

Singing ha de de ha ha de de ah

I hear the water drip from the faucet
It's sweetly falling in tune
I'm gently closing the closet and I
Fall to the floor
And crawl to my room
The thought of ending it soon
Just let me sleep in my room

Hear me cry! Cry! Cry!
I hear a knock at the front door
Don't come in!
I try to look at you
But I can't stop shaking
Leave me alone, just go away
Mother I'm so scared, I'm so scared

An empty bed and all of the sheets are gone
They're wrapped around me and you
All is quiet but the drop of my gun
'Cause I, I want to belong, to someone
But maybe life's not for everyone

Ha de de ha ha de de ah


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Black Orchid Lyrics as written by Justin S Furstenfeld

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    wow...this song is deep...I have been listening to it a lot latly...I am not suicidal...but have wondered what it would be like after if I did...but I have tons to live for...I have been living for a year on my own...and I dont mean in my own place.. I mean I moved away from my friends and what not and now it sems like I'm all on my own...so this song spoke to me there...but I am happy to say I am about to move back

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