This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
I've picked up these pieces for the last time again
I won't call anymore
And I'll try to start eating again
But I like the way the pain makes me look
My friends said you were just playing games
I never wanted to believe them
The thought of you and these things you do is driving me insane
Did you honestly think I could do that?
I'd rather drive my car off a fucking cliff
All I think about now are the times I miss
And the memories you're making with somebody else
Those words were enough to make me sick
So I drink, I drink to forget about it
But the pain in my stomach stays with me all the time
The music that I listen to
Doesn't help at all
But it feels like the only thing that keeps me here anymore
Is that sad hope that you will come around
And it's funny how everything goes full circle
I hear The Get Up Kids might be breaking up
Sleep with my memories
Pictures, apologies
But I think I'm gonna drive off a fucking cliff
All I think about now are the times I miss
And the memories you're making with somebody else
Those words were enough to make me sick
So I drink, I drink to forget about it
But the pain in my stomach stays with me all the time
These relationships are the devils playground
I'm better off beating my head off a wall until I bleed
Take a picture and caption it "remember this"
I'm gonna drive my car off a fucking cliff
All I think about now are the times I miss
And the memories you're making with somebody else
Those words were enough to make me sick
So I drink, I drink to forget about it
But the pain in my stomach stays with me all the time
Take a picture and caption it "Remember this"
Take a picture and caption it "Remember this"
Take a picture and caption it "Remember this"
Take a picture and caption it "Remember this"
I won't call anymore
And I'll try to start eating again
But I like the way the pain makes me look
My friends said you were just playing games
I never wanted to believe them
The thought of you and these things you do is driving me insane
Did you honestly think I could do that?
I'd rather drive my car off a fucking cliff
All I think about now are the times I miss
And the memories you're making with somebody else
Those words were enough to make me sick
So I drink, I drink to forget about it
But the pain in my stomach stays with me all the time
The music that I listen to
Doesn't help at all
But it feels like the only thing that keeps me here anymore
Is that sad hope that you will come around
And it's funny how everything goes full circle
I hear The Get Up Kids might be breaking up
Sleep with my memories
Pictures, apologies
But I think I'm gonna drive off a fucking cliff
All I think about now are the times I miss
And the memories you're making with somebody else
Those words were enough to make me sick
So I drink, I drink to forget about it
But the pain in my stomach stays with me all the time
These relationships are the devils playground
I'm better off beating my head off a wall until I bleed
Take a picture and caption it "remember this"
I'm gonna drive my car off a fucking cliff
All I think about now are the times I miss
And the memories you're making with somebody else
Those words were enough to make me sick
So I drink, I drink to forget about it
But the pain in my stomach stays with me all the time
Take a picture and caption it "Remember this"
Take a picture and caption it "Remember this"
Take a picture and caption it "Remember this"
Take a picture and caption it "Remember this"
Lyrics submitted by AshBlack
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Josh, how the hell do I post lyrics. ANYBODY!