Farther

Nobody ever told me
How so completely
Out of control we can make our lives
I'm just beginning
I was winning
When I faced you at the starting line
Now I'm falling back again
I'm down
I should be running forward now
I'm spinning farther and farther and farther out...
Though I never put out
You always gave back
I'm gonna give back what you gave to me
I was a promise
Now I'm broken
'Cause you took me for everything
Now I'm falling back again
I'm down
I should be running forward now
I'm spinning farther and farther and farther out of control
But nothing ever changes, how?
Not the way I feel right now
I feel tired
Of feeling tired
Heaven help me
Tell me, why?
Now I'm falling back again
I'm down
I should be running forward now
I'm spinning farther and farther and farther and farther out of control
I'm spinning out of control
I'm spinning out of control
Control...