This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
She's hearing voices call her
She's hearing voices warn her
She just can't sleep in her bed,
She just can't sleep
She's falling down the stairs
She's tearing out her hair
She's screaming my name, in the night
To keep her warm
She got a red pill blue pill
Red pill blue pill
Red pill blue pill
Red pill blue pill
Milk of amnesia
Hey hey hey hey
C'mon I know that you want it
There's nothing, nothing to shout about
So jump, jump back in
She got a red pill blue pill
Red pill blue pill
Red pill blue pill
Red pill blue pill
She got a red pill blue pill
Red pill blue pill
Red pill blue pill
Red pill blue pill
Milk of amnesia
She's scared of the blacks and she's scared of the Jews
She is always out there, she is yesterday's news
She screams out my name in the dead of the night
She is leaving my room, she is crying on her side
Walking on eggshells, walking on glass,
Burnt by the mirror, burnt the light
Feeling rejection I'm going to burn down your house
Tearing down posters I was never alive
She's hearing voices warn her
She just can't sleep in her bed,
She just can't sleep
She's falling down the stairs
She's tearing out her hair
She's screaming my name, in the night
To keep her warm
She got a red pill blue pill
Red pill blue pill
Red pill blue pill
Red pill blue pill
Milk of amnesia
Hey hey hey hey
C'mon I know that you want it
There's nothing, nothing to shout about
So jump, jump back in
She got a red pill blue pill
Red pill blue pill
Red pill blue pill
Red pill blue pill
She got a red pill blue pill
Red pill blue pill
Red pill blue pill
Red pill blue pill
Milk of amnesia
She's scared of the blacks and she's scared of the Jews
She is always out there, she is yesterday's news
She screams out my name in the dead of the night
She is leaving my room, she is crying on her side
Walking on eggshells, walking on glass,
Burnt by the mirror, burnt the light
Feeling rejection I'm going to burn down your house
Tearing down posters I was never alive
Lyrics submitted by beastlordy
She's Hearing Voices Lyrics as written by Gordon Moakes Russell Lissack
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The girl in the song has borderline personality disorder. key clues to this is:
"I am walking on eggshells" -a famous expression used with those who care about a person w/ BPD. It's also a title of a book about BPD.
"I'm feeling rejection" -a common effect people with BPD have on their loved ones.
"She got a red pill, a blue pill" -could be drug addiction which is typical w/ someone w/ BPD.
also, it says she's calling out for him, yet she leaves his room. Sounds like the typical push a person away to make the person come closer paradox that plagues those with BPD.
...but I could be wrong.
Just so You Know the 'red pill blue pill' part isn't associated to the Matrix In any way!!!
I've a impression it's about someone (probably the narrator himself!) who is getting out of control (bad trip) after using too much of some psychedelics, and starts feeling some uncontrollable fear, remembers earlier warns from friends, etc, is having signs something is going wrong ("She's hearing voices call her, She's hearing voices warn her"), and took a lot of it:
"She got a red pill, blue pill Red pill, blue pill" (x14)
in the last part, there's some confusion between "she" and "I", maybe a reference to some dissociative (despersonalization) effect of the drug, maybe he couldn't remember who he/she was ("milk of amnesia", a reminiscence of his 'sober' consciousness telling him what could help him put it away "milk of magnesia", a laxative, but he couldnt figure it out during the bad trip). The confusion of mind progresses and at the very last he doesn't know even if he's alive ("I'm tearing down posters, I was never ever alive.")
<3 this song :D the lyrics to this are abit weird, so i dont really know what it means ?
This song is about schizophrenia, which is a dual personality disorder; one common symptom is that you hear voices, which often tell you what to do, which can drive a schizophrenic insane, hence the tearing out her hair. the red pill, blue pill is the medication, and the milk of amnesia is a medical liquid that induces sleep for 10+ hours, which will come in handy if you're hearing voices! as for the last verse: "She's scared of the blacks and she's scared of the Jews<br /> She is walking around, she is yesterday's news<br /> And she calls out my name in the dead of the night<br /> She is leaving my room, she is crying on her side<br /> I am walking on eggshells, I'm walking on glass,<br /> And I'm burnt by the mirror, I'm burnt by the light<br /> I'm feeling rejection, I'll burn down your house<br /> I'm tearing down posters, I was never ever alive" thats the paranoia. hope i was right because if im not ive got egg on my face.
i'm guessing it's a sort of ex-girlfriend going a bit cuckoo & hurting him kind of thing... the song is wonderful, but could they get anymore joy division if they tried?!
its nuffin to do wit the Matrix just incase anyone thought it was....kele sed in NME its about mental illness and the things that go on in the dark and having to leave someone with a mental illness......weird eh??
the mental illness does fit it actually. the 1st verse is o about the characoristics of what ever she has. the bit in the middles is on about the answer is to stuf her full of pills "red pill, Blue pill" and then the drugs dont really cure anything just makes teh situation worse and more awkward
i think a big part of this song is the narrator's discontent -- maybe even desperation -- in his own situation. he only really mentions his own feelings at the end, after he explains her sort of crazy behavior, and i think he considers everything she does and realizes that it's a little too much for him to take.
and i agree, it's a joy division throwback, big time.
anyone else think this sounds REALLY like old new order...so joy division stuffs i guess teehee cracking song!
oo just read past comments, yeah i guess people do agree with me :D