This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
She walks out of the sky and thinks it will survive,
But her eyes, are oblivious, to all fo the six last night.
Last I remember. Was a softness when I first touched her skin.
Before the blackout and before my prayers for the end.
And now, "I'm in love" has been said too many times.
And the date says it's too late,
And it's right to say goodbye,
To all my empty words,I can learn to live without.
That keep fighting for their right
To the exhale from my mouth.
Feel the pressure of the failures stop, unlike before.
Lending this hopeless feeling knocking at your door.
Depression wouldn't kill you, will it put you in your place?
Let the pain slice simply in, as you fall from grace.
Teamed against the red light, starting to give up.
Waiting for a green light that we know will never come.
Supersizing the night, waiting for hell to rise.
'Cause wishing on a white light has thrown heaven from the sky.
And now, "I'm in love" has been said too many times.
And the date says it's too late,
And it's right to say goodbye,
To all my empty words,I can learn to live without.
That keep fighting for their right
To the exhale from my mouth.
Feel the pressure of the failures stop, unlike before.
Lending this hopeless feeling knocking at your door.
Depression wouldn't kill you, will it put you in your place?
Let the pain slice simply in, as you fall from grace.
And now, "I'm in love" has been said too many times.
And the date says it's too late,
And it's right to say goodbye,
To all my empty words,I can learn to live without.
That keep fighting for their right
To the exhale from my mouth.
Feel the pressure of the failures stop, unlike before.
Lending this hopeless feeling knocking at your door.
Depression wouldn't kill you, will it put you in your place?
Let the pain slice simply in, as you fall from grace.
She walks out of the sky and thinks it will survive,
But her eyes, her eyes, they lie.
But her eyes, are oblivious, to all fo the six last night.
Last I remember. Was a softness when I first touched her skin.
Before the blackout and before my prayers for the end.
And now, "I'm in love" has been said too many times.
And the date says it's too late,
And it's right to say goodbye,
To all my empty words,I can learn to live without.
That keep fighting for their right
To the exhale from my mouth.
Feel the pressure of the failures stop, unlike before.
Lending this hopeless feeling knocking at your door.
Depression wouldn't kill you, will it put you in your place?
Let the pain slice simply in, as you fall from grace.
Teamed against the red light, starting to give up.
Waiting for a green light that we know will never come.
Supersizing the night, waiting for hell to rise.
'Cause wishing on a white light has thrown heaven from the sky.
And now, "I'm in love" has been said too many times.
And the date says it's too late,
And it's right to say goodbye,
To all my empty words,I can learn to live without.
That keep fighting for their right
To the exhale from my mouth.
Feel the pressure of the failures stop, unlike before.
Lending this hopeless feeling knocking at your door.
Depression wouldn't kill you, will it put you in your place?
Let the pain slice simply in, as you fall from grace.
And now, "I'm in love" has been said too many times.
And the date says it's too late,
And it's right to say goodbye,
To all my empty words,I can learn to live without.
That keep fighting for their right
To the exhale from my mouth.
Feel the pressure of the failures stop, unlike before.
Lending this hopeless feeling knocking at your door.
Depression wouldn't kill you, will it put you in your place?
Let the pain slice simply in, as you fall from grace.
She walks out of the sky and thinks it will survive,
But her eyes, her eyes, they lie.
Lyrics submitted by Psychokurty
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