Pride

first thing
why am i always thinking about the pointless things
they dont even matter to anyone but me
please get me out of this state of mind
twenty years have never gone by so fast
for a life that dwells so much on the past
i just wanna live in the now
lifes too short to worry about
things that i cant control and
i know if i close my eyes
theres just some things that ill never know
next thing
girls are crazy
sometimes i just waste my time
wondering if rejection will crush my pride
or if im just being way to shy