You shouldn't have loved me baby
When I was nothin', nothin' at all
I used to bleed for you
Just to watch you fade
Baby, baby, baby
Rock and ruin
Baby, baby, baby
I never came home to a burnt out room

You should've loved me baby
When redemptions too blind
Nature took my soul
And sin left a scar so wide
Time ravaged my body
And now I live in the house
Where the red lights always on alone

Baby, baby, baby
Shame on you and me and you

Here we go now
I'm under your skin
Can't rub me out
Can't rub it in
Oh, baby running away
Running away, to you

Now I will wait for you
But I won't wait very long
I will wait for you
And when you bore me ill be gone
And I will cheat on you with your daddy or son
I will fuck you up I'm so sorry
Its just in my nature, baby
Well there ain't nothing I can do to stop
Oh bastard

Here comes the rain
Here comes the rain
My, you're blood is pumpin'
Good and evil
God and the devil
Ain't no ones pity

Well baby your loves with me
Your loves with hate

I will fuck you up
I will feel no guilt

that's right rub it in rub it in can't get me
Watch my face under you skin
Ill never got back
Oh nest our head
Till you can't see straight
I watch you blood
Its pumping black
Baby your loves with me

Here we go round
You're red and you're red
You writhing away
From under my heel
Run way your heads on fire
Can't tell the difference between hate and desire

Everything went all fucking wrong
Chaos reigns when I'm along
Fuck you up
Won't get me out
Wash that slain under your skin
Can't wash it out
Coz id wash it in

All my loves in vain
All my loves in blood
All my loves in vain
I cannot find a vein

Lyrics submitted by almostmanda

Life Despite God Lyrics as written by Love Best

Lyrics © TEAMJBTUNZ, Sony/ATV Music Publishing LLC

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  • +1
    General Commenti think she sounds kinda like janis joplin on this song.
    Debassplayeron December 28, 2004   Link
  • +1
    General CommentI will wait for you
    And when you bore me ill be gone
    And i will cheat on you wiht your daddy or son
    I will fuck you up im so sorry
    Its just in my nature, baby
    Well there aint nothing i can do to stop
    Oh bastard

    LOL! sometimes the things courtney writes, you know it's sad and you wanna cry for her but you just can't help but laugh. I mean, i love courtney and i love hole, but some of the shit she sings about is just so fucked up and honest you have to smile. i think she smiles at her pain too.
    that_sullen_girlon June 16, 2006   Link
  • 0
    General Commentits called life dispite god on the cd
    megs17on June 09, 2004   Link
  • 0
    General Commenti love this song, but she sounds like shes trying really hard to be robert plant.
    squee_4_meon September 22, 2004   Link
  • 0
    General CommentCool song,she sounds like shes in drunk rage and pain when she sings it but hey.
    Live_through_fearon March 20, 2005   Link
  • 0
    General CommentShe does sound like Janis Joplin and anything 60's psychedelic rock/blues. Its about Kurt, I think. She's always said that she saw his suicide coming. It kinda makes sense how she says "I used to bleed for you, just to watch you fade"
    dollscouton April 14, 2005   Link
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    General Commentto me this song sounds like she is very out of it and everything she sayus is relating to her substance abuse problem. "I cannot find a vein" in my opinion she is saying that shes too messed up to shoot up
    allisonkasstanon July 17, 2005   Link
  • 0
    General Commentthis is an amazing song she wrote, very poetic (as always for Love). i think the way she sings it is incredible and her voice could never be copied.
    alex_0203on January 18, 2006   Link
  • 0
    General Commentyes the song is/was called the plague or evil woman blues.
    spit_fire141on February 17, 2006   Link
  • 0
    General CommentLOL i love it. she does sound like if shes drunk and just spilling her guts out, but screw it, it's catchy.
    femmefatale1990on April 29, 2006   Link

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