The song lyrics were written by the band Van Halen, as they were asked to write a song for the 1979 movie "Over the Edge" starring Matt Dillon. The movie (and the lyrics, although more obliquely) are about bored, rebellious youth with nothing better to do than get into trouble. If you see the movie, these lyrics will make more sense. It's a great movie if you grew up in the 70s/80s you'll definitely remember some of these characters from your own life. Fun fact, after writing the song, Van Halen decided not to let the movie use it.
It's the same outside,
Driving to the riverside.
I pretend to cry,
Even if I cried alone.
I forgot the start.
Use my hands to use my heart.
Even if I died alone.
Since the first of June,
Lost my job and lost my room.
I pretend to try,
Even if I tried alone.
I forgot the part.
Lose my hands to lose my heart.
Even if I died alone.
Driving to the riverside.
I pretend to cry,
Even if I cried alone.
I forgot the start.
Use my hands to use my heart.
Even if I died alone.
Since the first of June,
Lost my job and lost my room.
I pretend to try,
Even if I tried alone.
I forgot the part.
Lose my hands to lose my heart.
Even if I died alone.
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This is one of my favorite songs. https://fnfgo.io
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I'm from about 15 minutes north of Flint. It was pretty much one of the centers of the automotive industry for a long time, behind Detroit, but if you saw Roger and Me you probably know what happened. Industry has been pulling out, Flint was failing. I can see where the lost my job, lost my room comes from.
I live in Burton but I used to live in Flint haha<br /> Hearing this song for the first time almost made me cry.<br /> My Dad worked for GM his whole life but sadly passed away years ago.