Forgiven, Not forgotten

I’m leaving fast and never looking back. I wish these ties would break… I would be gone forever, to make things how they always used to be. It’s what I’ve always wanted, but not this time. Converting pressure to construction, and the pain is wearing thin. Betrayal's only reasons. I will not die alone from living with another piece of what we always had together. And when we think of who we were before this, just two good friends with one shared vision, how can I forgive what I can't forget? The only life I had that you forced me out of. This piece of life- I clutch it as we die. Further now away from what it was, the future dragged me down, yet it pulled me forward. Remembering what all of those times meant, when I needed you and I could not get one word. Now we are numb from the pain of regret. Converting pressure to construction, and the pain is wearing thin. Betrayal's only reasons. I will not die alone from living with another piece of what we always had together. And when we think of who we were before this, just two good friends with one shared vision, how can I forgive what I can't forget? The only life I had that you forced me out of. And for what? Destruction is a dream I awaken from with your dismissal. Release the energy with no degree of self-absorption. Our tired misery bleeds out of me with every new breath. Forsaken honesty breeds tragedy through all emotions. Chained to the forces of diminishment of what we fought for. Break free as they rust away, as it fades away, as it passes on. Maybe we'll forgive it all with a little time, when we have that power.