@[Diderik:33655] "Your a holiday!" Was a popular term used in the 50s/60s to compliment someone on their all around. For example, not only are they beautiful, but they are fun and kind too ... just an all around "holiday".
I think your first comment is closer to being accurate. The singer/song writers state "Millions of eyes can see, yet why am i so blind!? When the someone else is me, its unkind its unkind". I believe hes referring to the girl toying with him and using him. He wants something deeper with her, thats why he allows himself to be as a puppet (even though for her fun and games) as long as it makes her happy. But he knows deep down that she doesnt really want to be serious with him and thats what makes him.
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become
My sweetest friend?
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here
What have I become
My sweetest friend?
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I will keep myself
I would find a way
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
What have I become
My sweetest friend?
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here
What have I become
My sweetest friend?
Everyone I know
Goes away in the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
If I could start again
A million miles away
I will keep myself
I would find a way
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NIN wrote the song, but Cash gave it meaning.
So, so true
VERY true,,,<br />
That is stupid, you dont know NOTHING about NIN or Trent. The song already had it's TRUE meaning, cause Trent wrote it, with his feelings. Johnny gave it ANOTHER meaning.
I agree with Drannon. Also DassJennir it is not nothing it is anything.<br /> I listened to both of the versions but I do like Cash's better.
Can you elaborate on how Cash gave it meaning? The lyrics are the same. He just covered it with a sound that is more pleasing to the general population.<br /> <br /> The original song conveyed a lot of meaning to people like me who were struck by their first bout of depression in adolescence and turned towards the darker thoughts that Trent Reznor captures so well, particularly in The Downward Spiral.<br /> <br /> Sounds like it gives meaning to another crowd as more of the American can probably relate to Johnny Cash better than they can relate to Trent.<br /> <br /> So how exactly does it give more meaning to others anyhow? Really am just curious? Was a very cool cover, but I'm still more a fan of the original as it gives more meaning to me.
@mike571765 I first heard NIN's version, and only later did I hear Johnny Cash's cover. I think Cash's version has "meaning" to more because more people are aware of his personal issues, and the song strongly follows his personal life. The manner in which it is sung also resonates more with the general populace.<br /> <br /> I don't it makes it any better or worse, just appeals to different tastes and people relate more to a particular tone, tempo etc.
When Trent heard Johnny Cash's cover he said "It's his song now" That sums it up. Cash has a way of doing that. The world lost a beautiful legend when Cash died. I can't see this video without crying.
Well, Johnny Cash did this song very well. If you look back at his life, this song kind of sums it up. Johnny made a change in life somewhere a long the road. But when he was doing music from state prison, he really did have an "empire of dirt". The man was old when he made his version of the song and he meant every lyrics of this song even though Trent came up with it first. . .
one of the best covers of all time.
He owns this song. (His version is excellent). For me, it takes an older, more experienced, married man with years of wisdom to give this song the feeling it requires. Cash gives it depth. The pain is obvious in his voice, much like Cohen's Hallelujah.
@THRILLKILL Cash had his own problems with drugs throughout his career too it must be remembered.
When you watch the film clip, acting as a montage for Cash's illustrious career, it puts the song and the meaning he wants to put forth into perspective.
As he reflects on his magnificent career, he has aspects of his life and career that he knows weren't as rosy as they could have been and he knows that whatever bridges he crossed and whoever he upset in any way, he can't get that back.
As a result, he regrets that experience.
On the flip side, when he says 'What have I become?', I believe it can also signify a message to his fans and the general population, as means of asking them to reflect on his life and career as a whole and decide for them just who he has become as a person.
The fact he made this song in such a short amount of time, was just incredible. Right before his death, too.
I'll have to agree with everyone else on this one. Johnny Cash took this song and completely made it his own. I love it immensely.
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But hey, I'm just an ex-psychology major, what do I know, right?
@vtwner236, I think your analysis is brilliant. I don't actually know a lot about JC's life so I'm not sure if he or someone in his life had BPD. Like your x-gf, my wife has it, so I totally got everything you said. Hopefully you're still in the field since you have some keen insights.
@vtwner236
My ex played this song on guitar the day he moved out. I was totally blind sided and emotionally devastated for the past two months. After reflecting on his behavior and reaching out to his family and friends, I start to suspect BPD was his possible diagnosis. But hey what do I know I'm just an anesthesiologist. He has cut off contact with me. But I'm so concerned that he will repeat his emotional damage to other women and their kids ( yes I am a single mother and my daughter is still going through traumatic aftermath of the breakup) Thank you for your insight.
Whether you like Johnny Cash or NIN, this is still an example of what a cover should be. He finds something new and personal to say with it. The first time I heard this, I cried. Johnny Cash puts so much raw pain and honesty into this song, it is heartbreaking.
Nine Inch Nails wrote this song about drugs. simple as. Cash turned it into a kinda curtain call for himself. the video is properly heart wrenchign stuff.
No they didn't write this song about drugs idiot. It was written by Trent to help him get over a breakup. It isn't about drugs it's about a break up.
Reznor said: "I pop the video in, and wow… Tears welling, silence, goose-bumps… Wow. [I felt like] I just lost my girlfriend, because that song isn't mine anymore… It really made me think about how powerful music is as a medium and art form. I wrote some words and music in my bedroom as a way of staying sane, about a bleak and desperate place I was in, totally isolated and alone. [Somehow] that winds up reinterpreted by a music legend from a radically different era/genre and still retains sincerity and meaning – different, but every bit as pure."<br /> <br /> So it's not about the loss of his girlfriend., but about of state of mind he was in at the time. It's strange how information can get so mixed up.