Blind Reflection

Where did I go wrong
Where did I leave behind
The person I once was
The person I need to be
Each day
Darker than the last
Each day
I fade from my past
Am I forgetting
When everything felt real
Can I remember
What it means to feel
Retracing steps
Finding nothing
Is that all that's left
Is that all that's left
All that I love
Disintegrates
Is this my fate
Refuse the mirrors reflection
I will never see myself again
I will never
See what I have become
Can I, Will I, Ever, Return
To myself
Why can't you see
This is not me
This could never
Be me
This is not me
This can't be me