(Chorus x2:)
I'm so hidden and you're never gonna see
I'm cold, forgiven all because of my beliefs
I'm nobody that you ever wanna be
Cause I know that the world is afraid of me


Now you can try to sedate me
Assassinate or just hate me
But there's nothing you can do to me lately
Now I'm greatly accepted in the mind
So I'm confused and intertwined
From being rejected so many times
I wanna leave it all behind
So kind of you to pick up the album and give it a try for once
And run & tell your homies that these mother fuckers'd die for us
So many questions, fingers pointing for answers
Suggestin' that I'm the cancer that lingers inside the pasture
Of green grass, up to my neck in situations
That's too fast to think about it, most people can't dream about
A hundred million miles in every single second
And everytime you hear this record
I want you to feel me on every sentence
Reminisce from descendants of past trenches
We'll embark on a journey that'll stay alive forever
That's how it's standin' over on MY side of the fence
Regardless of the circumstances or the consequence


(Jamie Madrox:)

I am my own worst enemy
I'm not the smartest muthafucka and shit, I don't pretend to be
And why I am the way I am is not a mystery
My mind's not in proper working order, we're in therapy
Deranged, confused and mentally abused
Life's been hanging on a string so what fuck I got to lose?
And what the fuck I got to prove to you?
If you don't know me by now, you'll never know me
You can put that on my REAL homies
I got problems and they stack like bills
And I relate to the broken, bleeding heart love killed
And I awaited in the shadows, awake in the dark
Hopin' to talk to the passed on, I'm falling apart
I'm such a mess, indecisive, fading away
I'm out of touch with society and living today
Never relied on my sanity, I threw it away
To become the maniac that's got your attention today



Can you keep a secret?
Well I'm afraid of the world because they want me to die
Can you believe it? But I'm still alive and been floatin since 95
With my chin held high but I'm so dead inside
That the problems just roll, I put 'em back into a pile
Because it's just a bunch of shit that I can't deal with right now
And I'm tired of always guessin' & messin' it up again
And the next day it's even deeper and I'm steady sinking in

(Jamie Madrox:)

I took a look at myself and came to grips with what I found
It was a vision of a child, disturbed and broke down
No soul, no heart cause I gave it away
No time for feelin' sorry, I'll greive another day
And all those tears are stored in storm clouds
That hover above me, and cover the ugly
Continued to haunt me when I was feelin' low
That's the same reason I'll hold on and never let go

(chorus x4)

Lyrics submitted by rjbucs28, edited by DarkSidePoet

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    General Commentman....this just shows a piece of the brilliance that these two possess. they have the ability to make some truely heartfelt music as well as comical...its their time to shine..... and with The Green Book their light is the brightest its ever been.
    irrelivanceon July 03, 2003   Link
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    General CommentShows the true maning of a Juggalo. Mistaken for what we really are. I love this song.
    Lettedollon January 08, 2005   Link
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    General Commenti love this song too and agree with lettedoll that it is the true meaning of juggalo
    luv2behatedon January 11, 2005   Link
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    General CommentAw. This song reminds me of my ex-boyfriend, heh. It really is a good song but he would always listen to it when he was down.
    daddysgunon February 18, 2005   Link
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    General Commentyeah It Means What WE mean to the world..MCL
    DeadCeleb-Misfit19on July 03, 2005   Link
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    General CommentI saw a video about pitbull abuse, this is where I heard this song.

    SomethingToHateon August 10, 2005   Link
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    General Commenti love these kinds of songs that really show the maturity psychopathic posses. o.....and twiztid is by far THE greatest acid rap group, even beyond Esham!
    TheNewDiabolicon January 16, 2006   Link
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    General CommentOne of my fav Twiztid song.
    juggalos2don April 19, 2006   Link
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    General CommentI love this song, whenever I'm sad i listen to it

    I love the parts with madrox every time i hear them i start crying

    justaspecintimeon November 09, 2006   Link
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    General CommentI Use To Be A Dedicated Juggalo And Obsessed Fan Of The Whole Horror-core/Acid-rap Scene And Twiztid Was My Favorite Group Behind I.nsane C.lown P.osse But I Guess As I Got Older And Life Seemed Like It Was Getting A Little Easier For Me I Grew Out Of That Genre Of Music And Quit Listening To It Completely And I Hate To Say It I Thought I.C.P. & Twiztid Completely Fell Off And Were Wack After The First Dark Lotus Album But One Day While I Was Ridin' With A Friend That Had Stayed A Dedicated Ninja Thru-out The Years That I Had Quit Listening To Twiztid Put In A Brand New C.D. By Them Intitled "The Green Book" That Had Just Came Out A Few Days Before I Argued With Him Saying That Twiztid Was Garbage And I Didn't Wanna Listen To The Album But He Insisted We Listen To It And There Was A Song He Knew I Would Like I Was Like Yeah What Ever And Gave In And Was Even A Little Pissed At The Time And Blazed As Fuck So He Put On The Track He Thought I Should Listen To Witch At The Time I Had No Idea What The Name Of The Track Was Well I Listened To It And Boy I Was Speech-less For A Few Minutes First Thing I Was Thinking While Listening To The First Play Of It Was That It's A Lyrical Master-piece That Is Up There On The Word Play Level Of Nas & Jay-Z And Some Of The Greatest Of All Times In Rap It Was Packed With So Much Heart-felt Emotion Like On Pac's Level That That I Had To Choke Back Tears So My Friend Wouldn't Notice It Described How I Felt Inside To The T That My Brain Couldn't Even Explain Into Words Witch Troubled Me Thru-out My Youth Then The Next Day I Asked My Friend What The Name Of The Track Was He Said "Afraid Of Me" And I Thanked Him For Playing That Song For Me And I Went Out And Bought "The Green Book" The Next Day And Gave The Album Two Full Listens No Tracks Besides "Afraid Of Me" & "Hydro" Feat.Layzie Bone Appealed To Me All Tho I Still Am Not A Huge Fan I Have A New Found Respect For Them Cause They Showed What They Were Lyrically Cape-able Of As A Group Or Could Be Witch I Haven't Yett To See A Rap Group Even Come Close To Lyrically They Choose To Stick To The Formula For All Ninjas & Juggalos That Have Much Clown Luv For Them And I Feel They Could Be Bigger Then They All-ready Are And Probably Could Be Platnium Selling Artists They Choose To Stay Under Ground If That Ain't Love Then I Don't Know What Love Is But Yeah Any Time Im Depressed Or Angry This Song Just Gives My Gives Me Hope And Inspires Me Im (Much Clown Luv) Juggalos & Ninjas ...
    Kuntry Azz Niggahon February 20, 2007   Link

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