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Why do I always put myself in these situations
Consign myself to disappointment before I even start
When every lesson learnt is soon forgotten
Yeah I'm a loser but it's my own downfall
This is for every time I felt so alone that I just wanted to cry
And this is for every time I felt so scared I thought I would cave in
And this is for every time I felt so angry I wanted to punch something
And this is why I spit it out and let it go
Guess I should be thanking you for opening my eyes
Even though I kinda resent the way you did it
Felt like a weight tied round my neck
And I didn't notice until it'd gone
Is this life a game?
'Cause if it is I don't wanna play anymore
Can I just turn it off
And start again as someone else?
Consign myself to disappointment before I even start
When every lesson learnt is soon forgotten
Yeah I'm a loser but it's my own downfall
This is for every time I felt so alone that I just wanted to cry
And this is for every time I felt so scared I thought I would cave in
And this is for every time I felt so angry I wanted to punch something
And this is why I spit it out and let it go
Guess I should be thanking you for opening my eyes
Even though I kinda resent the way you did it
Felt like a weight tied round my neck
And I didn't notice until it'd gone
Is this life a game?
'Cause if it is I don't wanna play anymore
Can I just turn it off
And start again as someone else?
Lyrics submitted by Ghost_Man_On_Third
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awe this is so sad...kinda how i feel sometimes