Starting Over

Starving for something I'm not watching
you leave with a smile holding in
silence I'll wait in my mess falling
deeper I know
Trading my only friend to be alone
Taking too many steps to satisfy
And if I could go I'd follow you
Another day watching you leave home
All the lies have grown
Now I'll disown you
Starting over right now finally I
figured it out holding in silence
I'll wait in my mess
Falling deeper I know
Calling too many times with no reply
I don't need to hear your voice to
hearthe lie it is in the air it's all I
know another day watching you leave
home all the lies have grown
Now I'll disown you
Everything is stil the ghosts have
taken a breath but don't ask me to ever
forgive I won't give in
to ease your regrets
It's in the air all around me
Another day watching me fall down
No innocence is found now I'll disown