This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Why did I let you inside my life?
How could I let you inside my body my soul my brain?
Now I can't make you go away
You're driving me insane and inside out
I can tell
It's meaningful
And so hurtful
There's no place just to hide
I can tell you right now
That this pain that I feel
Is not just inside of my mind
I can tell you right now
That it's physical and painful
To be so vulnerable
{This is my fault}
How could I lie to myself again
These bad decisions are a never-ending story
You'd think I'd know by now
Just how to bow to
Smile
You're driving me insane and inside out
Because
It's meaningful
And so hurtful
There's no place just to hide
I can tell you right now
That this pain that I feel
Is not just inside of my mind
I can tell you right now
That it's physical and painful
To be so vulnerable
I can tell you this pain is so unreal can't help but feel left all alone
I can tell you to listen to me when I say to you
I know this is my fault
This is my fault
{I know this is my fault}
I know this is my fault
I can tell you right now
That this pain that I feel
Is not just inside of my mind
I can tell you right now
That it's physical and painful
To be so vulnerable
I can tell you this pain is so unreal can't help but feel left all alone
I can tell you to listen to me when I say to you
I know this is my fault
{This is my fault}
This is my fault
How could I let you inside my body my soul my brain?
Now I can't make you go away
You're driving me insane and inside out
I can tell
It's meaningful
And so hurtful
There's no place just to hide
I can tell you right now
That this pain that I feel
Is not just inside of my mind
I can tell you right now
That it's physical and painful
To be so vulnerable
{This is my fault}
How could I lie to myself again
These bad decisions are a never-ending story
You'd think I'd know by now
Just how to bow to
Smile
You're driving me insane and inside out
Because
It's meaningful
And so hurtful
There's no place just to hide
I can tell you right now
That this pain that I feel
Is not just inside of my mind
I can tell you right now
That it's physical and painful
To be so vulnerable
I can tell you this pain is so unreal can't help but feel left all alone
I can tell you to listen to me when I say to you
I know this is my fault
This is my fault
{I know this is my fault}
I know this is my fault
I can tell you right now
That this pain that I feel
Is not just inside of my mind
I can tell you right now
That it's physical and painful
To be so vulnerable
I can tell you this pain is so unreal can't help but feel left all alone
I can tell you to listen to me when I say to you
I know this is my fault
{This is my fault}
This is my fault
Lyrics submitted by GlassJAw182
Fault Lyrics as written by Michael Frederick De Wolf Jarrod Douglas Montague
Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group
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