these daily frustrations are wearing me down
red and raw till I'm lying,
crying alone on the floor I whimper
and plead from some relief from this pain
you're beating me, beating me,
broken and strained
hiding in the closet of my own shame
you do this to me,
I'm so flawed
you don't think me worthy to die
left to my own devices has this,
my ignorant mind found the solution you've left open for me?
You're casual cruelty tells me this much
That I neither deserve to live But condescend
never to have my blood on YOUR hands
So I am left contemplating
Is this what you want me to do?
Shall I rid the world of me,
My plague of uselessness?
Ill do you all a service then
Because I am weak,
I cannot hold
Contemplate taking it all
In one fell swoop, there will be no more

Lyrics submitted by This_sadness_alone

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    General CommentJeannie Cerda wrote this song for us. We are planning on adding a verse or so. I can not speak on behalf of Jeannie on the meaning of this song...just use your imaginations.
    This_sadness_aloneon September 23, 2002   Link

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