Apparition

Apparition is the name of a friend,
that goes away in the end.
You were my cancer, you kept me going,
and all this time, all I needed to do was feel you
and touch you and just feel the blackness of your skin,
but it became the blackness of your heart and inside
it made me laugh, and I just had to laugh.
HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA
(you're my cancer)
And all this time when I thought that you were the same,
that you had just definitely have changed and
changed back into what you used to be and what
you said you'd never be again and, there you go
again, spinning around and around.
HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA
You are who you run with,
success is the best revenge.