Apology Letter: To Alex

And i said to myself
"gee stephen that girl is sad"
and part of me felt sad too
i thought everything was all good
but ive never felt like this, not ever
somehtings really eating at me
and i dont think its ever going to stop
so put a quarter in me
pull my arm and wait for your prize
i hope it is my heart
so that you might rip it into little pieces
and maybe make me cry alittle
so that maybe i could feel alittle
of the pain you feel now
understanding all of this is a nightmare
and you dont want me to wake up
i dont deserve to wake up
im a jerk but i just want you to know
that im sorry
more sorry than you'll ever know