Íå Èñêàì Äà Îòðè÷àì

Suffer H

ìàñîâà êîðóïöèÿ
âîåííî ïîëîæåíèå
îáùåñòâåí ãåíîöèä
íÿìà íèêàêâî ñïàñåíèå
íåíóæíà ïðîïàãàíäà
è ñòðàõîâà íåâðîçà
àêî èñêàø ðàçáåðè ìå,
íî èçõîä âå÷å íÿìà, íÿìà
òîâà òàêà å õåé õîðà ðàçáåðåòå
âðåìåòî íàñòúïè âèå ñèñòåìàòà äà ñïðåòå,
íî êîé ëè ñëóøà äíåñ îáùåñòâåíîòî ìíåíèå
è íèêîé íå îòäàâà íåìó íóæíîòî çíà÷åíèå,
íî åòî ìå è ìåí2 ïîâåæäàì íàðîäà
íå ìîãà äà èçáÿãàì àç îò ñâîÿòà ïðèðîäà
ñèëíàòà ñè âîëÿ àç íà õîðàòà íàëîæèõ
ìåòîäèòå ëè÷íè äî åäèí èì ãè ïðèëîæèõ
òðÿáâà ïîä÷èíåíèå, ìàñàòà ãî èñêà
Íÿìà ãè ãåðîèòå, íà êîé ëè ïúê ìó ñòèñêà?
Äîñòà ñúì ñå ìú÷èë, íî äîéäå è ìîÿ ÷àñ2
è àêî ñå îïúë÷èòå ùå ñìà÷êàìå è âàñ.

Ïð: È îòíîâî ñúì çàñòàíàë, Ú
îò äðóãàòà ñòðàíà / 3


Îòíîâî ñúì îáãúðíàò àç îò ïîìèñëèòå ìðà÷íè
÷óâñòâàì ãî äîáðå, íå èñêàì äà îòðè÷àì
òâîéòå ñòðàõîâå ìè ñå âèæäàò òúé ïðîçðà÷íè
ãëàâàòà òè äà ñìà÷êàì àç îòäàâíà ñå çàðè÷àì
è ÷åñòíî äà ñè êàæà ìîéòà ãëåäíà òî÷êà
ðàçëè÷íà å îò òàçè íà ñúâðåìåííèòå õîðà
òå ñå ìðàçÿò è ãî ñ÷èòàò çà íîðìàëíî
êàðàò òå è òåá äà ñå ïî÷óâñòâàø êàòî òÿõ2
Ñúäáàòà ìè ïðåäëîæè, äà äîñòà âàðèàíòè
è ìîæåõ äà íàïðàâÿ äîñòà áúðçà êàðèåðà,
íî âèíàãè àç õâàùàõ çà îñòðèåòî íîæà
è ïî÷íàõ ñ äðóãà ìÿðêà ñâîèòå ìèñëè äà ñè ìåðÿ
Íî àç íå ñúì òàêúâ, íà ãåðîé íå ùå ñå ïðàâÿ âå÷íî,
à è ìðàçÿ äà ìå ëúæàò2
Ïðîñòî íå ïîíàñÿì òåçè êóïèùà ëúæè2
÷óâñòâàì ñå ïîäòèñíàò, à ñìà÷êàí ñè è òè2
íà õîðàòà äúðæèø, à è òå äúðæàò íà òåá2
Ñëóøàé ãè2 è íå ùå òå èçîñòàâÿò
È ïàê îòíîâî ñúì çàñòàíàë àç îò äðóãàòà ñòðàíà
äðóãàòà ñòðàíà

Ïð:


Àç ñúì ñàì, ñàì ñúì, íî íå èñêàì äà ãî êàæà,
à ñ äåéñòâèÿòà ñâîè àç íàêðàÿ ùå äîêàæà,
÷å õîðàòà çàáðàâèõà ïðèðîäíèòå çàêîíè,
ñëåäâàéêè åäèíñòâåíî àìáèöèéòå ñâîè2,
à ìîéòà óñïåâàåìîñò çàâèñè îò íåùàòà,
êîèòî èçãðàäèë ñúì ñàì âúâ ëè÷íèÿ æèâîò
×óéòå ìå äîáðå è òàêà ùå ðàçáåðåòå,
÷å âñÿêà ïîäñúçíàòåëíà ðåàêöèÿ å ìîÿ2
äà, íî íÿìà êàê àç äà ñïðà ñìúðòòà,
à òÿ ñå ñïðÿ çà ìåí ñ âíèìàòåëíî óñúðäèå
è íÿêúäå äúëáîêî â ìåí çíà÷åíèÿòà ñêðèòè
ñòðàííî, íî çàùî ëè ïðîäúëæàâàò äà áîëÿò
Áîëêà, îò÷àÿíèå, ðàçðóõà, ñòðàõ
çàùî ëè ñúì ðîäåí ñåãà â òîÿ ñêàïàí ñâÿò
È ìèñëÿ ñè2 êàêâî ùå ñòàíå ñ ìåí2
çàùî òàêà ñúäáàòà ìå îáðå÷å2,
à äóøàòà ìå áîëè îò äúëãîòî òåðçàíèå
è â ïóñòîòî ìúë÷àíèå íà ìðàêà ñå ïîêðèâà
òàì, êúäåòî âñè÷êî å ïîäâëàñòíî
íà íàâèöèòå ñòàðè è æåëàíèÿòà ëè÷íè

Ïð:

Íå, íå èñêàì äà îòðè÷àì "Äà"
Äà. Òîâà ñè å òàêà


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