This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Çàñòàâàì îòíîâî íà ñöåíàòà ãàäíà
Ñïèðàì îòïðåä è òúëïàòà ñúçèðàì
Ïúëíî å ñ õîðà, ïúëíî å äà
Çàùî ñà äîøëè àç ñå ïèòàì ñåãà
Ñëåä ìàëêî ðàçìèñëÿì è îòãîâîð èìàì
Ðàçáèðàì çàùî ñà äîøëè òå ñåãà
Åäíè çà êóïîíà, à äðóãèòå ìàé
Ïîïèâàò èäåè çà ìóçèêà äà
Òîâà ìè õàðåñâà è ÷óâñòâàì ñå ãîðä
È àç ñúì ãî ïðàâèë ãîäèíè íàðåä
Äîáðå å äà âèäèø è ÷óåø íàëè
È ñëóøàéòå Suffer H çà íàïðåä
Äóøàòà ñå ëóòà â êóï ëàáèðèíòè
Âúïðîñè èçìú÷âàò ñúçíàíèåòî äà
È åòî ÷å ïàíèêà ïàê ìå îáñåáâà
Íå çíàì íàêúäå äà ïîãëåäíà íå çíàì
Äà óñåùàì ñåãà ñúçíàíèåòî ñâîå
Èçíåðâåí ñúì àç äî êðàåí ïðåäåë
Åäâàì ñå ñäúðæàì äà áúäà ñïîêîåí
Íå ìîãà äà èìàì ñïîêîéñòâèå â ìåí
Ïðèïåâ:
Çàñëóøàé ñå â äóìèòå
Àç ãîâîðÿ íå íàïðàçíî
Ïîïèâàéòå çàùîòî èìà çà êàêâî
È ñòèãà ñòå ñå ïèòàëè çàùî
Ñòðàõ ìå å äîðè äà ñè ïîìèñëÿ çà íåùà
Êîèòî èñêàì äà çàáðàâÿ, âåäíúæ çàâèíàãè âñè÷êî äà ïðèêëþ÷è,
Íî çàïî÷âàì äà óñåùàì êðúãîâðàòúò íà æèâîòà, êîéòî ñ ìåí âñå òàêà ñå ïîäèãðàâà
Îñòàâÿéêè ìå ñàì ñúäáàòà ñè äà ðàçãàäàÿ.
Ìèñëÿ ñè êúäå ëè ñâúðøâà âñè÷êî
Àç ëè ñúì áåëÿçàí ñâåòúò äà ïðîìåíÿ, è àêî å òàêà çíà÷è àç ñúì íà÷àëîòî,
À ìîæå áè è êðàÿò èëè âñè÷êî îò êîåòî õîðàòà çàâèñÿò èìàéêè ïðåäâèä çàêîíîìåðíîñòèòå ïðîñòè.
Ñëúíöåòî èçãðÿâà, çàïî÷âà íîâèÿò äåí
Õîðàòà èçëèçàò è ñå çàõâàùàò ñ ïðîáëåìèòå
Ñòàâàì àç êúì 9 è ñúì íåùî óãíåòåí
Óñåùàì åäíîîáðàçèåòî, êîåòî å ÷àñò îò ìåí
Çà íÿêîè å ëÿòî, à äðóãè ñà íà ìîðå
 êîìïàíèè ñ ïè÷êè íå ìîæå ïî-äîáðå
Îáà÷å òóê å äðóãî, øèáàí å ñåçîíà
Îïèòâàì ñå äà ñâèêíà ñ ïðèðîäíèòå çàêîíè
Æåãàòà íàïè÷à, íî íå çà äúëãî çíàì
Ñëåäîáåä ùå âàëè, îòíîâî ÿêî êàë
Îáóâàø ñè êóáèíêèòå è èçêà÷àø ïàê íàâúí
Çàïúëâàø ñè äæîáîâåòå ñ ìîíåòåí çâúí
Ðàíî èëè êúñíî ñúáóæäàø ñå è âèæäàø ñâåòëèíàòà,
Ñ êîÿòî ñìå îòðàñëè âñè÷êè è ñå ÷óäèø êàê äà ÿ ïî÷óâñòâàø
Äàëè äà ÿ ïðèåìåø èëè íå
Ñòîèø íà êðúñòîïúòÿ è ïëàõî ñå îãëåæäàø
Ïîñîêàòà ïî êîÿòî ùå ïîåìåø å åäíà
Íàêúäåòî è äà òðúãíåø, îòêúäåòî è äà ìèíåø
Íàâñÿêúäå î÷àêâà òå áåçñìèñëåíà áîðáà
Àêî ñè ïîäãîòâåí çà íàé-ëîøîòî òîâà ùå òè ïîìîãíå
Óñïåõè ùå ïîñòèãíåø íå åäèí è äâà
Æèâîòà íå å ïåñåí è âñåêè òðÿáâà äà ãî ïðåâúçìîãíå
Çà äà èìà ñìèñúë ïðåäè äà äîéäå ñìúðòòà
Ïðèïåâ:
Ïðèïåâ:
Ñïèðàì îòïðåä è òúëïàòà ñúçèðàì
Ïúëíî å ñ õîðà, ïúëíî å äà
Çàùî ñà äîøëè àç ñå ïèòàì ñåãà
Ñëåä ìàëêî ðàçìèñëÿì è îòãîâîð èìàì
Ðàçáèðàì çàùî ñà äîøëè òå ñåãà
Åäíè çà êóïîíà, à äðóãèòå ìàé
Ïîïèâàò èäåè çà ìóçèêà äà
Òîâà ìè õàðåñâà è ÷óâñòâàì ñå ãîðä
È àç ñúì ãî ïðàâèë ãîäèíè íàðåä
Äîáðå å äà âèäèø è ÷óåø íàëè
È ñëóøàéòå Suffer H çà íàïðåä
Äóøàòà ñå ëóòà â êóï ëàáèðèíòè
Âúïðîñè èçìú÷âàò ñúçíàíèåòî äà
È åòî ÷å ïàíèêà ïàê ìå îáñåáâà
Íå çíàì íàêúäå äà ïîãëåäíà íå çíàì
Äà óñåùàì ñåãà ñúçíàíèåòî ñâîå
Èçíåðâåí ñúì àç äî êðàåí ïðåäåë
Åäâàì ñå ñäúðæàì äà áúäà ñïîêîåí
Íå ìîãà äà èìàì ñïîêîéñòâèå â ìåí
Ïðèïåâ:
Çàñëóøàé ñå â äóìèòå
Àç ãîâîðÿ íå íàïðàçíî
Ïîïèâàéòå çàùîòî èìà çà êàêâî
È ñòèãà ñòå ñå ïèòàëè çàùî
Ñòðàõ ìå å äîðè äà ñè ïîìèñëÿ çà íåùà
Êîèòî èñêàì äà çàáðàâÿ, âåäíúæ çàâèíàãè âñè÷êî äà ïðèêëþ÷è,
Íî çàïî÷âàì äà óñåùàì êðúãîâðàòúò íà æèâîòà, êîéòî ñ ìåí âñå òàêà ñå ïîäèãðàâà
Îñòàâÿéêè ìå ñàì ñúäáàòà ñè äà ðàçãàäàÿ.
Ìèñëÿ ñè êúäå ëè ñâúðøâà âñè÷êî
Àç ëè ñúì áåëÿçàí ñâåòúò äà ïðîìåíÿ, è àêî å òàêà çíà÷è àç ñúì íà÷àëîòî,
À ìîæå áè è êðàÿò èëè âñè÷êî îò êîåòî õîðàòà çàâèñÿò èìàéêè ïðåäâèä çàêîíîìåðíîñòèòå ïðîñòè.
Ñëúíöåòî èçãðÿâà, çàïî÷âà íîâèÿò äåí
Õîðàòà èçëèçàò è ñå çàõâàùàò ñ ïðîáëåìèòå
Ñòàâàì àç êúì 9 è ñúì íåùî óãíåòåí
Óñåùàì åäíîîáðàçèåòî, êîåòî å ÷àñò îò ìåí
Çà íÿêîè å ëÿòî, à äðóãè ñà íà ìîðå
 êîìïàíèè ñ ïè÷êè íå ìîæå ïî-äîáðå
Îáà÷å òóê å äðóãî, øèáàí å ñåçîíà
Îïèòâàì ñå äà ñâèêíà ñ ïðèðîäíèòå çàêîíè
Æåãàòà íàïè÷à, íî íå çà äúëãî çíàì
Ñëåäîáåä ùå âàëè, îòíîâî ÿêî êàë
Îáóâàø ñè êóáèíêèòå è èçêà÷àø ïàê íàâúí
Çàïúëâàø ñè äæîáîâåòå ñ ìîíåòåí çâúí
Ðàíî èëè êúñíî ñúáóæäàø ñå è âèæäàø ñâåòëèíàòà,
Ñ êîÿòî ñìå îòðàñëè âñè÷êè è ñå ÷óäèø êàê äà ÿ ïî÷óâñòâàø
Äàëè äà ÿ ïðèåìåø èëè íå
Ñòîèø íà êðúñòîïúòÿ è ïëàõî ñå îãëåæäàø
Ïîñîêàòà ïî êîÿòî ùå ïîåìåø å åäíà
Íàêúäåòî è äà òðúãíåø, îòêúäåòî è äà ìèíåø
Íàâñÿêúäå î÷àêâà òå áåçñìèñëåíà áîðáà
Àêî ñè ïîäãîòâåí çà íàé-ëîøîòî òîâà ùå òè ïîìîãíå
Óñïåõè ùå ïîñòèãíåø íå åäèí è äâà
Æèâîòà íå å ïåñåí è âñåêè òðÿáâà äà ãî ïðåâúçìîãíå
Çà äà èìà ñìèñúë ïðåäè äà äîéäå ñìúðòòà
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