I've been taking abuse
And it's senseless
Fist into the wall
And it's painless
I've been living the lie
That I made me
Live it

Screaming into the mic
And I like it
Play it all over the air
In thick slices
Soak it all up in your head
With the anger
Like it

Older
Elder
I Am
(Grind on it)
Deeper
Bleaker
I Am

Brush the surface off and grind on it

Put a gun in my mouth
And threaten to shoot

Justice died here


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I Am Lyrics as written by Nicholas Caruana Michael Peter Caruana

Lyrics © Universal Music Publishing Group, Hipgnosis Songs Group, Warner Chappell Music, Inc.

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    this is what "I Am" really says: [buttnut] i've been taking abuse and it's senseless [ass suck] fist into the wall and it's painless [fist fuck] i've been living the lie that i made me [dump truck] live it [buttnut] screaming into the mic and i like it [ass suck] put it all over the air in thick slices [fist fuck] soak it all up in your head with the anger [dump truck] like it

    older elder i am grind on it deeper bleaker i am

    [buttnut] brush the surface off and grind on it [ass suck] brush the surface off and grind on it [fist fuck] brush the surface off and grind on it [dump truck] brush the surface off and grind on it [buttnut] brush the surface off and grind on it [ass suck] brush the surface off and grind on it [fist fuck] brush the surface off and grind on it [dump truck]

    older elder i am grind on it deeper bleaker i am

    [buttnut] i've been taking abuse and it's senseless [ass suck] fist into the wall and it's painless [fist fuck] i've been living the lie that i made me [dump truck] live it [buttnut] screaming into the mic and i like it [ass suck] put it all over the air in thick slices [fist fuck] soak it all up in your head with the anger [dump truck] like it

    older elder i am grind on it deeper bleaker i am

    put a gun in my mouth and threaten to shoot put a gun in my mouth and threaten to shoot put a gun in my mouth and threaten to shoot put a gun in my mouth and threaten to shoot justice died here

    evol stairwellon April 27, 2002   Link

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