I think much like another song “Anti-Matter” (that's also on the same album as this song), this one is also is inspired by a horrifying van crash the band experienced on Nov 3, 2022. This, much like the other track, sounds like it's an extension what they shared while huddled in the wreckage, as they helped frontman Garrett Russell stem the bleeding from his head wound while he was under the temporary effects of a concussion. The track speaks of where the mind goes at the most desperate & desolate of times, when it just about slips away to all but disconnect itself, and the aftermath.
These days I find
I’m wasting my time
On all the little things
That shouldn’t concern me
Weighing my heart
With such confused emotion
Letting anxiousness in
Where peace should prevail
It’s just my humanity
Getting the better of me
It’s just my humanity
Getting the better, getting the better of me
I’ve been working on it
Just trying and working on it
Knowing the soul to be lighter
If I could just shed this weight
Or just carry this weight
Without objection
So weight become lightness
And light becomes weightless
Oooo it’s just my humanity
Getting the better of me
It’s just my humanity
Getting the better, getting the better of me
I’m lifting
The lid off
Eventually
Holding my head up
And clarity
Where once there was proud
I know this place
And smile inside
Ooooh it’s just my humanity
Getting the better of me
It’s just my humanity
Getting the better, getting the better of me
It’s just my humanity
Getting the better, getting the better of me
Getting the better, getting the better (getting the better), getting the better of me
It’s just my humanity
Getting the better, getting the better of me
I’m wasting my time
On all the little things
That shouldn’t concern me
Weighing my heart
With such confused emotion
Letting anxiousness in
Where peace should prevail
It’s just my humanity
Getting the better of me
It’s just my humanity
Getting the better, getting the better of me
I’ve been working on it
Just trying and working on it
Knowing the soul to be lighter
If I could just shed this weight
Or just carry this weight
Without objection
So weight become lightness
And light becomes weightless
Oooo it’s just my humanity
Getting the better of me
It’s just my humanity
Getting the better, getting the better of me
I’m lifting
The lid off
Eventually
Holding my head up
And clarity
Where once there was proud
I know this place
And smile inside
Ooooh it’s just my humanity
Getting the better of me
It’s just my humanity
Getting the better, getting the better of me
It’s just my humanity
Getting the better, getting the better of me
Getting the better, getting the better (getting the better), getting the better of me
It’s just my humanity
Getting the better, getting the better of me
Lyrics submitted by Ice
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oh so smooth..
i think the lyric near the end is "and clarity where once there was cloud"