Horrible

I thought it meant the same as everyone else wrote above, but I think it could also be about eating disorders. When she (lets call her A) eats, she feels disgusting, fat and horrible, because a person (let's call that person B) made her think she was overweight when she wasn't. She's so frustrated and she thinks everyone sees her in bad eyes, and she doesn't eat anything anymore except for human flesh (either literally or figuratively). Ex. "I can't exist anymore, till I destroy you-" A's going to starve herself as long as B is alive. "Am I incurable"- Anorexics never fully cure. Ex. "I will ingest you, so to protect you, then they can't take you away from me"- B isn't one of the things she isn't allowed to eat on a diet. "Becoming see-through-" Either (or both) she is emanciated, or people are discovering her secret.

Did I really not comment on this?! Okay, so. To me it's very much about an eating disorder, though it could be just 'cause of my own history, but if you break the lyrics apart a little... "I can't exist anymore Till I destroy you" Anorexia takes over, so YOU don't exist, just some little shell, skin stretched over bone, and until you destroy anorexia completely, you won't be whole. Or even, from the anorexics point of view, she won't be whole until the fat is gone. "Ingesting flesh and bone Makes me a cannibal" When you don't eat, you go into starvation mode, you're destroying your own system. "Sucking on colorforms Becoming see through" See through. Skinny. Enough said. "I do not feel wrong Am I incurable" You feel that starving is RIGHT you ARE too fat. You are never going to be cured, it's a trap. "Then they can't take you Away from me" The doctors want to cure you. But anorexia is a PART of you. She comes back to it, and then goes or am I criminal, fucking horrible. It's like, I know I need to starve, wait this is dumb, back and forth. To me, the meaning fits...

obviusly this song is about how shes feeling horrible.wow i'm good.

omg thats so what i was thinking!! heh, kinda like a vengeance song, sort of about all this anger inside and the only way to get rid of it and be normal again is to take revenge

this song is great... and yeah! this song makes me hungry.

I LOVE this song.

I think you guys are skipping the symbolism....i can relate this very easily to how everyone at my school hates me and thinks that im horrible...when im not. But then it gets perpetuated because they think so...

Some the lyrics posted are wrong

The song says it all. Jessicka feels horrible about the person she has become. It could also be seen as a personal point of view. If you dislike who you have become, etc.

It could be that she feels so horrible because people/someone have/has made her feel that way, like a self fulfilling prophecy. They have said so many things that coz she has heard them so many times, she actually believes them.