"Christ, I Fucking Hate You!" as written by and Mark Kozuback John Chavez....
Her father lies bleeding, his blood on my hands
Gratitude apparent, her sobs turn to signs of relief

Touching her tear-stained cheek, gazing deeply into her eyes
she worships me as a god
We embrace passionately on the floor, spreading her legs
My fantasy fleshed forever....

I shove myself gently into her, gasping she smiles and cries
Her blood streams from the vagina, she used to be a virgin whore
(Fucking her, this is my Fantasy!)
Father knew better than to take that away
His dick only went in her mouth and her ass
I am the one whom she'll remember always
As he who made her tremble with first orgasm

My body now growing numb I don't know why
I can feel my insides changing into...a god
(What is wrong? Who am I becoming?)
I become her Jesus in the flesh
Blood on my hands pouring from gaping holes

She gets to fuck me! The Son of God!
A fantasy she has for pain I inflict
My hands slide up her breasts so slowly
And constrict around her neck tightly...

Cartilage and veins popping, her expression is delight
As I climax, my thorny crown drops upon her bloated face

Suddenly her Christ is gone and so is she
He took away my only passion in life
And now all I have is a pile of broken flesh
His possession has robbed me, and all I feel is hate...


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    General CommentThe song's pretty literal... After interceding to kill the lecherous father, the "protagonist" of the album proceeds to "do the deed" with the girl he stalked and was in love with... but he begins to hallucinate that he's Christ, and while engaging in the process of sadomasochistic fantasies, he kills her. He then decides that it was literally the spirit of Christ that possessed him.

    My only question is whether the next two tracks (Lusting for Affection and The Last Fantasy of Christ) go along with the rest of the story. They seem to follow the same general plot, but in a somewhat asynchronous manner. Anybody have an opinion on that?
    sou_kaon August 01, 2007   Link

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