This is a hauntingly beautiful song about introspection, specifically about looking back at a relationship that started bad and ended so poorly, that the narrator wants to go back to the very beginning and tell himself to not even travel down that road. I believe that the relationship started poorly because of the lines:
"Take me back to the night we met:When the night was full of terrors: And your eyes were filled with tears: When you had not touched me yet"
So, the first night was not a great start, but the narrator pursued the relationship and eventually both overcame the rough start to fall in love with each other:
"I had all and then most of you"
Like many relationships that turn sour, it was not a quick decline, but a gradual one where the narrator and their partner fall out of love and gradually grow apart
"Some and now none of you"
Losing someone who was once everything in your world, who you could confide in, tell your secrets to, share all the most intimate parts of your life, to being strangers with that person is probably one of the most painful experiences a person can go through. So Painful, the narrator wants to go back in time and tell himself to not even pursue the relationship.
This was the perfect song for "13 Reasons Why"
Too much
I got too much to lose
I built a castle for myself
I let the walls down for you
But it's too much
I got too much to lose
I finally found myself
I can't lose her to you
Think its too much
Think its too much
Think its too much
[Way too much]
Think its too much
Think its too much
Think its too much
I want to have raw sex and make bad decisions
But there's some things I just can't do
I knew you weren't him but I still envision
A fairytale life if I could change you
We could be passport tripping
Ain't nothing different
Doing what we want to do
But we outside flipping
Ain't nothing different
Hate we bout to do
(And it's)
Too much
I got to much to lose
I built a castle for myself
I let the walls down for you
But it's too much
I got too much to lose
I finally found myself, I can't lose her to you
Think its too much
Think its too much
Think its too much
[Way too much]
Think its too much
Think its too much
Think its too much
Don't control me, you control your emotions
But there's some things we just can't do
You the leader but your mind never focused
Living lies instead growing in truth
We could be passport tripping
Ain't nothing different
Doing what we want to do
But we outside flipping
Ain't nothing different
Hate we bout to do
(And its)
Too much
I got to much to lose
I built castle for myself
I Let the walls down for you
But Its to much
I got too much to lose
And I finally found myself, I can't lose her to you
I got too much to lose
I built a castle for myself
I let the walls down for you
But it's too much
I got too much to lose
I finally found myself
I can't lose her to you
Think its too much
Think its too much
Think its too much
[Way too much]
Think its too much
Think its too much
Think its too much
I want to have raw sex and make bad decisions
But there's some things I just can't do
I knew you weren't him but I still envision
A fairytale life if I could change you
We could be passport tripping
Ain't nothing different
Doing what we want to do
But we outside flipping
Ain't nothing different
Hate we bout to do
(And it's)
Too much
I got to much to lose
I built a castle for myself
I let the walls down for you
But it's too much
I got too much to lose
I finally found myself, I can't lose her to you
Think its too much
Think its too much
Think its too much
[Way too much]
Think its too much
Think its too much
Think its too much
Don't control me, you control your emotions
But there's some things we just can't do
You the leader but your mind never focused
Living lies instead growing in truth
We could be passport tripping
Ain't nothing different
Doing what we want to do
But we outside flipping
Ain't nothing different
Hate we bout to do
(And its)
Too much
I got to much to lose
I built castle for myself
I Let the walls down for you
But Its to much
I got too much to lose
And I finally found myself, I can't lose her to you
Lyrics submitted by Chris_Gough
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