I believe this is another amazingly on point and nuanced commentary on the insanity that follows emotionally abusive relationships. The abuser has no anxieties, no emotional pain, or salience/memory for that matter, so the survivor appears to be the crazy one, obsessed with the abuse and that buzzword that seems to ignite arguments about diagnosing people without a degree, etc. funny how you say the words domestic violence, abuse, abuse survivor and boom the subject changes. Anyways, I especially relate to her midnights becoming afternoons, complex PTSD often leads to this phenomenon, whether due to purposeful sleep deprivation by the abuser, or just hyper vigilance associated with the PTSD, along with the fear of facing people, especially your loved ones, who
Never actually understand, even if they try, because all they see is you, on fire, screaming about the arsonist that no one ever sees, and who has been spreading lies about your alleged mental instability, deceptive personality, etc. the whole time. While the last thing survivors need is more blame, our society supports a narrative that blames the objectively innocent party because the blatantly guilty party has spent their entire lives fabricating a persona and we’re just being human, and human psychology is quite counterintuitive especially in the context of trauma. Look at Amber Heard. Vilified and not believed, regardless of what any abuse survivor could recognize as a fellow survivor instantly. But Johnny depp is a malignant narcissist, a man, and wealthy as all get out. It’s sick.
I'm getting younger every day
Every fading day, world
How could you possibly explain
My hatred of you
Don't want to sleep,
An empty eye
That look at me when I despise
Go anywhere, as far away
Lie quietly down
And die in shame
Hysteria - I'm giving my life to you
Unknown - It's all that's left to do
Hysteria - Throwing my life away
Unknown - For you to rip ways
Hysteria - Make me okay
And do you recall,
That we used to walk around in the very central point of this world
And shall I recall
Well the feelings felt, the force to the sun
Might I say
It's sometimes good to know that you're insane
Might I say
I get the feeling I could be the same
Hysteria - I'm giving my life to you
Unknown - It's all that's left to do
Hysteria - I'm throwing my life away
Unknown - For you to rip ways
Hysteria - Make me okay
Hysteria, hysteria, hysteria
I am divided every day
Every night to day, should
Oh should I not choose to explain
My hatred of you
That living me
That talking me
That hear the cry
I would be free
To anyway as far away
Lies quietly sound
Whose dying shame
Hysteria - I'm giving my life to you
Unknown - It's all that's left to do
Hysteria - I'm throwing my life away
Unknown - For you to rip ways
Hysteria - Make me okay
Every fading day, world
How could you possibly explain
My hatred of you
Don't want to sleep,
An empty eye
That look at me when I despise
Go anywhere, as far away
Lie quietly down
And die in shame
Hysteria - I'm giving my life to you
Unknown - It's all that's left to do
Hysteria - Throwing my life away
Unknown - For you to rip ways
Hysteria - Make me okay
And do you recall,
That we used to walk around in the very central point of this world
And shall I recall
Well the feelings felt, the force to the sun
Might I say
It's sometimes good to know that you're insane
Might I say
I get the feeling I could be the same
Hysteria - I'm giving my life to you
Unknown - It's all that's left to do
Hysteria - I'm throwing my life away
Unknown - For you to rip ways
Hysteria - Make me okay
Hysteria, hysteria, hysteria
I am divided every day
Every night to day, should
Oh should I not choose to explain
My hatred of you
That living me
That talking me
That hear the cry
I would be free
To anyway as far away
Lies quietly sound
Whose dying shame
Hysteria - I'm giving my life to you
Unknown - It's all that's left to do
Hysteria - I'm throwing my life away
Unknown - For you to rip ways
Hysteria - Make me okay
Lyrics submitted by enola
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