my breath steals; this night tonight, i can feel your vibes in the air, i try to hide, still i try to find my love, my heart
my vision of this life// it was you, it was always you.. words coming from a song might not be true, maybe hes just trying to figure out these blue's,its my promise , these are my confessions brought to you , in ways far sought out over the rest,what i seek is inside beneath that chest, i wont treat you like all the rest, still i hide from not being able, i try to be so stable, for the dreams you have, its all i have to offer, im scared,and its hard to admit, besides its not such a secret, but im scared i will not have her.. you.. what more can i really do, is there more i can do? its the faith i have in you, there's no feeling to compete, when my heart will melt in your eyes, dont need to wrape it in bands for you to understand, how much you mean to me, its tearing me,
to new length's i cant beleive, it seems i cant change, what i can be, what i am able to be, you make me stable, you make me stable, you make me able,


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    I think it’s about his girlfriend who starts to get into the la scene. She wants to fit in and be accepted. So she just does drugs to fit in with her drugee and alcoholic friends. He’s there for her when she doesn’t want to do it, but she does it anyway. After a while she never changed as he was waiting for her to. She wanted to, but she couldn’t and he is ashamed of her. He started to lighten up to what she does after a while, but it’s too late because she broke up with him for not thinking that way all along. He then blamed himself for not stopping her when she wanted him to and he stops being ashamed.

    Katie G.on July 15, 2007   Link

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