Not Me

Dry those tears I cried.
My eyes don’t see.
I find I’m lost, I’ve changed again.
Things changed again and I can’t hide my state of mind from myself.
As this place inside me feels the same I still can’t numb the pain.
I struggle with my mind unsure, I’m sure again.
I know that’s not like me.
No, that’s not like me though I think I’m feeling fine.
No peace could set me free.
I’m lost again.
I’m blind again.
I could need more time to figure out just how I’m feeling deep inside myself again.
If I could only know my mind I would not need to change.
Perception only lies to me,
So I still need to struggle with my mind unsure, I’m sure again.
I know that’s not like me.
No, that’s not like me though I think I’m feeling fine.
No peace could set me free.
I’m lost again.
I’m blind again.
Did you notice me now I’m lost again?
I’m not me again.
I’m not me.
So you know I’ll never give out,
Give up this life.
I will be who I’ve never been,
Just not me.
Did you notice me now I’m lost again?
I’m not me again.
I’m not me.