I think much like another song “Anti-Matter” (that's also on the same album as this song), this one is also is inspired by a horrifying van crash the band experienced on Nov 3, 2022. This, much like the other track, sounds like it's an extension what they shared while huddled in the wreckage, as they helped frontman Garrett Russell stem the bleeding from his head wound while he was under the temporary effects of a concussion. The track speaks of where the mind goes at the most desperate & desolate of times, when it just about slips away to all but disconnect itself, and the aftermath.
It's a twelve o'clock depression, my mind is in recession
And I can't answer you
It's the day I can't remember, I think it's late September
Or is it April blue
I can't find peace of mind in a world so unkind
It's just a little heart breaker, just a little heart breaker, yeah
It's a sticky situation when I'm near hallucination, and I refuse to bow
They used to think me funny when I promised them their money
But they're not laughing now
[Chorus]
I can't find peace of mind, then she calls me just in time
She's a gift with a golden gun, and she's got them on the run
She's a gift with a golden gun, 'cause she knows what they've done
Just what they've done, done, done, done, done
What they've done, done, done, done, done
Just what they've done, done, done, done, done
And I can't answer you
It's the day I can't remember, I think it's late September
Or is it April blue
I can't find peace of mind in a world so unkind
It's just a little heart breaker, just a little heart breaker, yeah
It's a sticky situation when I'm near hallucination, and I refuse to bow
They used to think me funny when I promised them their money
But they're not laughing now
[Chorus]
I can't find peace of mind, then she calls me just in time
She's a gift with a golden gun, and she's got them on the run
She's a gift with a golden gun, 'cause she knows what they've done
Just what they've done, done, done, done, done
What they've done, done, done, done, done
Just what they've done, done, done, done, done
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